Wuhu!~ (btw i din die, but the title is a nice song by Cutting Crew, yup 80s music) Weekends finally! But yea today was one saturday morning in school. Hehe filming was super funny esp. when we have crazy ppl like HJ. lols. Good destress time with de laffing. And it was great that dad came out cos i was dreading to go home alone like last week again. Haha. And we bought two tubs of summer berries with cream! yum-yum=)

I had to go home this week cos it's gong-gong's bday. FYI, he's my mom's dad. We went to eat super nice Chinese food but i get to eat much though i was super hungry cos waaa this time the doc gave me 10 links!(wth!). Onikku and I had a good time laughing at the lao ban niang and her daughter. Man we're so evil...but it was really funny! HAHA But the nice part was when we got home and to cut gong-gong's bday cake ( we bought him super duper awesome "oreo durian cake"). Haha, love the part when he stood in front of the cake while we sang his birthday song. My language aint that superb so i cant really describe the scene lah yea but I was super happy even though it wasnt my bday. Lols. He's 83 this year and very fit i must say for an age liddat. He still drives, plays badminton, very good at bowling and shoots baskets with me. Haha. Last time when i was younger we would go swimming together(cos he was really good) but now i guess he's body can't take the water. Haha and yup it was very wonderful to see the smiles on the faces of those folks. I know and i think we all know we dont get this kinda blessing every day and year, so thank the Lord for everything=)

I'll post the photos taken using the canon SLR camera! Hee hee we (meaning me and my sis and some parts my mom?) went cam whoring after that but no im not gonna post the stupid photos unless they have some meaning. Cos this blog is kinda meaningless ady so I cant devalue it even further can i?

haha. And i finally got to watch nana and team play in a match this week! Haha, i would wanna go watch another if i get the chance. I enjoyed the match and i like the "girl power". O.o And i have more to look forward to next week.Whee...

I am relieved this week. Got the things in the bottom of my heart out. All out and out. I still love my life<3 color="#666666">Thank you, lalalandlalalane143[tat is if you get to see this=) ]

Labels: i'd be lost without You, I'm feeling you

Yup im back home again. Today dad fetch me and onikku home so it wasnt that tiring. But back at home...everything is just CHAOTIC. I think i din get to blog when the first german shephard came. His name was Armani initially but then very hard to call out to so we changed it to "dong dong"...has same name as the snake but nehmind la. haha. Quite a quiet guy and he'll follow u around. Mom likes him cos he doesnt jump on the sofa and his coat is super nice.

Lotsa things happened as usual and im just "busy cube" to share them here. Oh the commonwealth essay that i was working on, got shot down by Mr Cave quite badly and i feel sorry for submitting lousy work..hah. But i finally edited it and sent it back to him. I hope he's not angry.hahah.

Bloggin isnt really useful cos you dont really wanna share all your stuff here. I know it's ok to share with some friends budden I just cant bring myself to share sad/emo/ wateva u call it stuff here. It's just so awkward. Oh no..what am i talking abt. And i dont even know why also. I have to think a lot nowadays and so... music really is my good friend now. At least it keeps me company without needing me to explain stuff. haha. And recently there's been much debate over science and faith in my school, maybe He wants to test my faith huh. hmm.

ok im gonna end here before i spurt out anymore crap.

Some nice songs that i've been listening to:

[Here without you] by 3 Doors Down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me


AND


[Best of You] by Foo Fighters

I've got another confession to makeI'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to breakHoldin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't chooseI swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuseIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Labels: i'd be lost without You

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learnin'
To love again
All I know is
I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something that'd remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let that hurt my feelings
But that's the path I've been living
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Labels: i'd be lost without You

Wuhu!~ (btw i din die, but the title is a nice song by Cutting Crew, yup 80s music) Weekends finally! But yea today was one saturday morning in school. Hehe filming was super funny esp. when we have crazy ppl like HJ. lols. Good destress time with de laffing. And it was great that dad came out cos i was dreading to go home alone like last week again. Haha. And we bought two tubs of summer berries with cream! yum-yum=)

I had to go home this week cos it's gong-gong's bday. FYI, he's my mom's dad. We went to eat super nice Chinese food but i get to eat much though i was super hungry cos waaa this time the doc gave me 10 links!(wth!). Onikku and I had a good time laughing at the lao ban niang and her daughter. Man we're so evil...but it was really funny! HAHA But the nice part was when we got home and to cut gong-gong's bday cake ( we bought him super duper awesome "oreo durian cake"). Haha, love the part when he stood in front of the cake while we sang his birthday song. My language aint that superb so i cant really describe the scene lah yea but I was super happy even though it wasnt my bday. Lols. He's 83 this year and very fit i must say for an age liddat. He still drives, plays badminton, very good at bowling and shoots baskets with me. Haha. Last time when i was younger we would go swimming together(cos he was really good) but now i guess he's body can't take the water. Haha and yup it was very wonderful to see the smiles on the faces of those folks. I know and i think we all know we dont get this kinda blessing every day and year, so thank the Lord for everything=)

I'll post the photos taken using the canon SLR camera! Hee hee we (meaning me and my sis and some parts my mom?) went cam whoring after that but no im not gonna post the stupid photos unless they have some meaning. Cos this blog is kinda meaningless ady so I cant devalue it even further can i?

haha. And i finally got to watch nana and team play in a match this week! Haha, i would wanna go watch another if i get the chance. I enjoyed the match and i like the "girl power". O.o And i have more to look forward to next week.Whee...

I am relieved this week. Got the things in the bottom of my heart out. All out and out. I still love my life<3 color="#666666">Thank you, lalalandlalalane143[tat is if you get to see this=) ]

Labels: i'd be lost without You, I'm feeling you

Yup im back home again. Today dad fetch me and onikku home so it wasnt that tiring. But back at home...everything is just CHAOTIC. I think i din get to blog when the first german shephard came. His name was Armani initially but then very hard to call out to so we changed it to "dong dong"...has same name as the snake but nehmind la. haha. Quite a quiet guy and he'll follow u around. Mom likes him cos he doesnt jump on the sofa and his coat is super nice.

Lotsa things happened as usual and im just "busy cube" to share them here. Oh the commonwealth essay that i was working on, got shot down by Mr Cave quite badly and i feel sorry for submitting lousy work..hah. But i finally edited it and sent it back to him. I hope he's not angry.hahah.

Bloggin isnt really useful cos you dont really wanna share all your stuff here. I know it's ok to share with some friends budden I just cant bring myself to share sad/emo/ wateva u call it stuff here. It's just so awkward. Oh no..what am i talking abt. And i dont even know why also. I have to think a lot nowadays and so... music really is my good friend now. At least it keeps me company without needing me to explain stuff. haha. And recently there's been much debate over science and faith in my school, maybe He wants to test my faith huh. hmm.

ok im gonna end here before i spurt out anymore crap.

Some nice songs that i've been listening to:

[Here without you] by 3 Doors Down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me


AND


[Best of You] by Foo Fighters

I've got another confession to makeI'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to breakHoldin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't chooseI swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuseIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Labels: i'd be lost without You

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learnin'
To love again
All I know is
I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something that'd remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let that hurt my feelings
But that's the path I've been living
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Labels: i'd be lost without You