Where the skies are blue with rain...

day 2

2012-01-13T22:05:00.005+08:00

Today I was reminded that there is no fear in love.

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现在真的是在发闷气。你到底把我当什么？

好笨啊！！！！！

Why I hate religion, but love Jesus

2012-01-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

Exactly, thank you.

銘心刻骨永恆

2012-01-12T19:51:00.001+08:00

Day one

今天上了课，感觉还不错。这个学期上的课，用中、英、法，三种语言。棒吧？很喜欢田馥甄，Hebe 的歌。最近听得还不错。期待她的新专辑:)

《你还是要幸福》

不確定就別親吻感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

還我鑰匙的備份我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你如果很幸福半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了容身之處我也能有最純粹的孤獨

最孤獨的孤獨

Can't stop

2011-11-27T04:11:00.001+08:00

To think that some part of me is going to die again after tonight- someone, help.

Lover, you should've come over

2011-11-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

I give up. Maybe for today, maybe for the rest of the days.

But I'm too tired to come to a decision now. Glad I finished Brass for my night's sleep.

Midnight rain

2011-10-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

"It's a quarter after one, I've lost control and I need you now."What am I suppose to do with you, you goldfish.

And whatever happens

2011-07-27T13:40:00.005+08:00

I owe my blog so many unloaded posts, anyway just wanted to share with you a quote from my fav game series FFVII because I was reminded of it today-

"Embrace your dreams. If you want to be a hero, you need to have dreams...and honor"

- Angeal Hewley

Dreams and honor.

止

2011-07-06T17:10:00.007+08:00

流水艳阳

逐流高照

带我去看大海

我从未在碧海戏水

带我去大草原

我不曾不羁奔驰过

带我去趟绿林

我还未在树阴歇过

但

外头

纷乱的

不安的

还是算了吧

跟着我

带你回家

因为如今终极逼近

此刻

纷乱不再

不安不再

流水静止了

夜幕低垂了

但请你在昏昏欲睡前

记得和我告一声晚安

晚安.

Play me a song won't you?

2010-11-14T23:02:00.004+08:00

The light keeps on blinking.

I really hope it stops. Now.

(Below) in my head since Friday night.

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

-Pink Floyd, Wish you were here

The guitar solo is really nice and exams are coming.

“He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.“ 《赛 40：29》

Vive la Vie!

2010-11-04T10:56:00.004+08:00

Hello World.

I have no idea how big you are now, since I haven blogged for sooo long. Sorry and thanks. I've been thinking when is the best time to post another post since I have not done so for so long..so as I thought of this, the days went by.... haha.

Okays, updates on my life. I'm officially a student in the NUS and my first semester is coming to an end. Gosh, I haven even really gotten used to life there and now it's ending...see how crazy time flies? The modules im taking now are: PS1101e, SC1101e, EU1101e, LAF1201, SE1101e. You smart dudes and dudettes can figure out yourselves what are those. hehe X) Unlike what I used to have in DHS, school is more quiet and I guess lonely. You meet new people in tutorials and lectures, they go and sometimes you see them again and sometimes you don't. Even if you do, you/they may or may not remember your name. I've kinda gotten used to it, but well, I just miss classes @ Tanjong Rhu.

As for CCAs, I initially joined Campus Crusade, BJJ (Brazilian Jujitsu) and NUS Political Association(NUSPA). But I quit BJJ halfway cus it's just too busy for me. BJJ is a form a mix martial arts, kinda like wrestling on the ground...it's really practical, but maybe too "over" for me. Haha. Campus Crusade is something that I'm very glad I joined. I've been wanting to keep up with what I have believed in and I think crusade is a good place for me to have fellowship. Campus Crusade is a Christian group in school btw, so a SM (Spiritual Multiplier, ok yes, i know it sounds weird) and his/her disciples with gather together every week to do either bible study or to just enjoy each other's fellowship. My SM is Helsa! =) I really am grateful for her and I hope I would be able to learn more about God and have more fellowship in the days to come =)

As for NUSPA, pronounced as "noose-spa", haha, I joined the club cus I din want what I did in ISAC to die down. It's a constituent club of the NUS Student Union, so effectively, all NUS students are our members. I ran for an election earlier this year and I am currently one of the project directors there. I just had an event last night..man i reached home around 2230. It was a fiery session cus they invited the reps from PAP, workers party and reform party. Lotsa angst from the locals i must say. Here's the link to the CNA report: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1091195/1/.html

And here's a little mention on the project that im doing, it's gonna be on ASEAN and the focus would be on social issues and human rights issues! =) thanks to those who agreed to help out =)

OK..that's all for now. I have 2 tests early next week and French is geetting uber hard =/ c'est difficile! Now that I have taken my first step out, more posts will come (I hope and please 多多关照）

Exams are coming soon 20-25 Nov. And after that it's vacation! =) All the best for those who are taking their As and their Os..Godspeed =)

Here's something to share with you all, one of my favs. I got to know it from a movie Karen asked me to watch..

I carry your heart

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in

My heart)i am never without it(anywhere

i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear

no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)i want

no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows

higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

e e cummings

With Love

2010-07-04T11:20:00.002+08:00

It's time!

(Thanks Dinah!)

It's a wonderful world =)

2010-05-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

For all of you here...

With love,

Becs

Mi-So-La

2010-04-16T12:40:00.005+08:00

I can't seem to load something for all of you here now, so I'll do it next time.

But anyway, here's a song by S.H.E, as a tribute to them performing tomorrow! =)

When you hit the road

2010-03-02T09:24:00.000+08:00

woah woah woah the song is stuck in my head.

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree....

hbonikku ♥

2010-02-24T10:04:00.006+08:00

生日快乐！

你哈哈

wax on, wax off

2010-02-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

Not coldplay

2010-02-12T19:12:00.003+08:00

Hello. This is enough for me to blast a party =)

songs

2010-02-09T17:04:00.011+08:00

Coldplay is getting into me.

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

when you're too in love to let it go

but If you never try you'll never know

Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears streaming down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears streaming down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

--"Fix You", by Coldplay

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt

Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve

No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross

And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish

In a little pond

Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Every river that you tried to cross

Every gun you ever held went off

And I'm just waiting till the firing starts
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

--"Lost", by Coldplay

Listening to songs beats talking sometimes. They say it all.
And something light to end it off. Thanks to Grace for the link=)

Love Story meets Viva la Vida

Life so far

2010-02-01T16:16:00.005+08:00

I was just telling someone the other day, how life has changed over such a short period of time.

To begin writing about this is hard, because to be honest, I don’t know where to begin. I stopped myself from writing here then, and I’m going to ask myself to write something here again now.

There is a need to pause and let the mind ponder how it feels and what it wants. Penning these thoughts in words helps, for me at least. So maybe you can try this someday too.

The last few years were definitely within my formative years. How so? Because it was the age where you really start to learn to appreciate the world around you. By that, I literally mean the world.

That was the time when you truly understand how important it is to you that you have people, no matter good or bad, for better or worse, who will stand by you always. I ever wondered about a question, should you appreciate those who love you no matter what you are, and this love of theirs will continue from the moment you’re born till they cease to exist; or those who love you because of what you are and what you do?

I won’t say the so called “answer” here since answers aren’t always out there huh?

That was the time when I found out how wonderful it was to be in love and that it was so powerful that it commanded your everyday life; and that everything seemed so blissful that you were afraid to say it loud because fate might get jealous and turn all you had into bubbles of illusion. That was also the time when you felt that love could give you such strength that you could let go of everything rationale that you once held in mind and allowed irrationality to sit in because you knew that there weren’t even consequences to worry about.

That was also the time when you learnt how to love someone; realizing and knowing someone you were once part of would be better off without you; And that this was more important than a part of you being ripped off, be it in the most violent or gentle manner; bloody or bloodless. How letting go of what may seem the most precious thing to you then was necessary because it was suppose to heal your wounds and make your heart stronger; How sadness could go beyond words and made you into a zombie that walked the everyday streets of the living earth, where even the magnificent sky you have always adored or the most beautiful melody you have ever heard could not intrigued you in the slightest way.

That was the time when you understood “you” more. How stubborn you could be and how reckless and selfish you could go. Because you wanted a so called reply, an answer, you tried your best extort it, callously. You bruise yourself along the way and hurt the people whom you dear. That was too the time where you realize that for some things no matter how hard you try, it just doesn’t turn out the way it should and you realize how hard it is to learn to stop so that the damage you will do is minimal.

That was the time when you learnt to make your face a mask, a mask that hides the pain, a pain that eats the heart, a heart that nobody will know.

That was the time when you discovered how lonely the yellow street lights can be and that the once lovely gibbous moon that hung in the sky can seem so sad that it made you cry. It was then that you realized how frightening love can be when the silence of the long dark nights you had to go through after it left was nothing compared to it. It was then that you realized that just the thought of a mere name could make the heart hurt so much that nothing you know of in this world could make it stop.

That was the time when you come to understand that there exists things that only you yourself achieve and that no one could save you from the mess you were in. You’re the only one in the universe that can make things right in your world. And so then was the time where you literally learnt how to pick yourself up again and tell yourself confidently that everything will be fine.

That was the time when you sought after His help and guidance the most; the moment of truth where you tried to understand and understood the things that were happening around you. You were taught that the thought that you were the only one who could achieve things was too arrogant. He found you through his mysterious ways and you were shown how far faith in Him could bring you.

That was the time you learnt how to share; and that saying out what you feel doesn’t make you weak but stronger than ever, because then you know you’re not alone. And you know that even what may seem the quietest days of your life, aren’t those that are filled with solitude as there will always be someone there for you, if you would just bother to open your eyes.

That was the time when you looked at the sky with the same amount of fondness you once had and knew that everything is fine.

You now understand that the world goes on, so will life on it, no matter what happens. And that you keep pace with the world with your best to move on so that you know that every breath you take in is human and is real. You realize that after all that you’ve been through, nothing has really changed. The people who love you are still here and that those whom you love are as good as ever. The people whom you once love are still part of you despite their departure and that these memories, good or bad, are precious. The world that He made is as beautiful as it still makes you gaze in awe and that even the most little things in life still intrigue you in their own way.

Let your heart keep time and it will...

you can help

2010-01-20T13:41:00.012+08:00

Decimation and devastation...

The lost lives...

The unspeakable pain and grief that came...

Those who are alive but shaken...

Those who struggle to survive as we live our every day...

Wounds that are invisible...

Bring hope. Pray.

donate :)

Photo credits: www.time.com, http://www.gettyimages.com/

♥ tribute II

2010-01-15T14:27:00.002+08:00

♥ tribute I

2010-01-13T20:23:00.007+08:00

二O一O

2010-01-06T12:10:00.010+08:00

For all of you,

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,

and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,

be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;

and listen to others,

even to the dull and the ignorant;

they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;

they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,

you may become vain or bitter,

for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;

it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,

for the world is full of trickery.

But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;

many persons strive for high ideals,

and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.

Neither be cynical about love,

for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,

it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,

gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.

But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,

be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe

no less than the trees and the stars;

you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,

no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,

whatever you conceive Him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations,

in the noisy confusion of life,

keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,

it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

--Max Ehrmann

With love,

Rebecca

shoot to THRILL

2009-12-19T12:55:00.007+08:00

This is totally awesome! IRON MAN 2 in May 2010. Here's the official trailer!

AC/DC yay!

Very exciting,hahah:D

D'Days

2009-12-10T16:14:00.023+08:00

(a collage of all the random pics i have! I like this:D)

Hi people! Today im gonna do a proper blog post=) Hehe, must be wondering what's wrong with the blog right.

I've officially graduated from Dunman High School so... 我毕业了！I've spent 5 years of a very important phase of my life in this place and im truly grateful of the school and the people in it for bringing me wonderful memories and making me who I am today. Of course as usual, im not good at penning these emotions down in words but one thing is for sure, im very grateful of the splendid days i got to spend here. Thank Almighty=)

Graduation day and prom night are already over, so yup, no more school events from now on, at least for high school yea. Anyway, for Grad day I really appreciated what Mr Sng's words and the things he shared on stage. I din weep on G'day like how i did in primary school but I was touched by his words in the sense that what he shared was sincere and I could feel the care and concern from him although there's always this "distance". And fellow Dunmanians, do keep Mr Sng's words in mind yea=) So grad day was very much a ceremonial thing but it was nice and simple.

亲爱的孙校长与我:)

candid shot by Onikku before i go on stage,haha.

My pretty school campus (only a small part of it)

6C43, Class of 2009 :):):)

And there came D'Prom 2009 next on 8th Dec @ Intercontinental Hotel.

I din feel very much of a bang in the ballroom but the night was quite fun. Haha, seeing everyone in another light, but one thing's for sure, everyone looked good, meaning 该美的美，该帅的帅？haha. We all look like grown ups, okay maybe we are all grownups, haha. Now facebook is so hot cus everyone's uploading photos. This makes me think how wonderful technology is, cus if you have backed up your hard disk, these photos can follow you until you're like 80? haha, awesome. So the night came and went away as we took our photos. Im sure the year 5s spent quite some time on this event, so kudos to them for preparing this for us:) And hehe, i have to thank my mummy for being both my hairstylist and my makeup artist for the day, it was really quite fun to let her do everything for me. Like 大明星, haha. And of course Onikku for being the advisor and the photog (for grad day also) :D

So, this is what i've been busy with after my war. Im currently applying for internships now, so that means i'll be working next year while i wait for my results. Ah, results, i dont wanna think about it now. The next thing on the list is to do a series of stuff for my en1 ren2s and my friends.

I was kinda sad that night when weeliang said that class trip was a goner. But they're coming to my house to stay! Whee~I think my parents are more excited than i am. Lols. And Bari is finally here.

I'll upload some pictures here. It's more fun to look at pictures than read the text I type :p

I love my black heels! <3

My mommy cum hairstylist cum makeup artist :D

(Hehe, who's this??!) Okie, Im with Onikku,my personal photographer XD

Me with my smile :D

Nice ballroom with the chandelier...

The River

2009-11-24T20:04:00.010+08:00

I've been listening to this song by Bruce Springsteen lately and I love it. So here's the great song that I would like to share with you guys. Enjoy!

I come from down in the valley
where mister when you're young
They bring you up to do like your daddy done
Me and Mary we met in high school
when she was just seventeen
We'd ride out of that valley down to where the fields were green
We'd go down to the river
And into the river we'd dive
Oh down to the river we'd ride

Then I got Mary pregnant and man that was all she wrote
And for my nineteenth birthday I got a union card and a wedding coat
We went down to the courthouseand the judge put it all to rest
No wedding day smiles no walk down the aisle
No flowers no wedding dress
That night we went down to the river
And into the river we'd dive
Oh down to the river we did ride

I got a job working construction for the Johnstown Company
But lately there ain't been much work on account of the economy
Now all them things that seemed so important
Well mister they vanished right into the air
Now I just act like I don't remember
Mary acts like she don't care

But I remember us riding in my brother's car
Her body tan and wet down at the reservoir
At night on them banks I'd lie awake
And pull her close just to feel each breath she'd take

Now those memories come back to haunt me
they haunt me like a curse
Is a dream a lie if it don't come true
Or is it something worse
that sends me down to the river
though I know the river is dry

That sends me down to the river tonight
Down to the rivermy baby and I
Oh down to the river we ride

Starry starry night

2009-11-14T23:05:00.004+08:00

Here i am.

I cant fall asleep. Maybe it's because the usual habit of sleeping late, or im too excited, about? haha, that'll be a secret for now, maybe i dont even have an answer to that. To think about it, my usual timing to sleep around 9pm during Junior High days was kinda crazy. Well, instead of taking out something to study, i've decided to post something here which i have not for a long time.

Many things have happened since i last posted something here, which is impossible for me to pen or rather type down here. But this week was a super crazy week for some of us. 8 A levels papers a roll in 5 days. Yup, and we knocked them down, or maybe vice versa, which i hope not. haha.

No stars or moon tonight, guess it's been a cloudy day, with the rain and stuff. I din get to study much today, yea...the slacking me is coming around again. But i'll shoo it away tomorrow. Im starting to miss school. I think it's gonna get worse as 2009 ends. Im gonna miss life in the hostel as well, that's gonna sound ironic to some of you cos I used to dread life there. I feel like attending lectures, going to boring tutorials, sitting to the usual faces. AND i want PE classes! It's really my favourite lesson. The relief that you get from the end of a long boring lecture or lesson is just awesome, I really like the feeling that when everyone is into this together, haha, everyone's here for the lecture, and it's interesting to hear them talk about it afterwards. Not to mention the part where you chiong (or rather only some of us, okay, maybe only me) to the canteen for food... haha.

It's just too bad that we have to end our last year in this place with this hectic examination schedule.

Yup, and i'll miss hanging out in special places in school. School <3

HWAITING!~

Thank Almighty, for everything.

:)

2009-11-03T16:14:00.003+08:00

haha, you won't believe it eh :)

Love bye love!

2009-10-11T10:25:00.005+08:00

和你分享一首好听的歌！=)

2009-10-10T13:07:00.002+08:00

It's raining again.

Looks like it's almost been one month since i last posted something up here. Well, prelims are over and A levels is just less than a month away.

I would have typed down more stuff if I weren't so uptight about this period of time.

I'll fill in the blanks after this period alright, i promise. Till then. you guys take good care=)

My favourite 雨天来了

2009-09-11T14:26:00.004+08:00

It's been a super long and ardous week and the week has not ended yet. This is so not cool. But maybe im just in a not-feel-like-studying-mood, haha so tadah! Im here typing an entry!

It's raining outside now and im super excited. It's nice to have it pouring outside and yourself listening to your favourite music on your warm and cosy bed! Hehe. Wah, so that's the reason why i like rainy days? Hee maybe.

And I have NOT been online for so long my mailbox kinda just exploded cos of the facebook emails. But that's better than real long emails (official ones to be specific), cos you can just deleteeeee everything.

I did the thing that my history teacher, Ms Krishnan, told us to do. Write all your targets and paste it everywhere. Haha. It's kinda crazy and i think it helps abit, cos when you feel like slacking, that piece of paper will just remind you that "hey get going!"

OK,im going off and i miss Gringo! And the song that's getting me high now is SNOW by R.H.C.P~ (maybe it'll have the same effect on you too) but it's not snowing now, IT'S RAINING!~ HAHA

Ciao:]

purple line

2009-09-05T09:33:00.004+08:00

This is the first time I've watched Tohoshinki dance and I think they have MADDD skills (esp for Uknow).

Here's Purple line! The MV is quite well done, nice purple curves. Haha. But if you want the full dance you need to watch the live version (on youtube maybe). Enjoy!

同窗

2009-08-29T11:57:00.005+08:00

I think this is my first time posting something like a class photo here. Don't think it has everyone here, but yea, this is most of the people in them :)

By the way we were in Singapore Science Centre.

Sorry sorry!

2009-08-21T22:24:00.007+08:00

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

HAHA ok..that long shout or scream or whatever you may wanna call it, is for the so long a time that i have not been blogging, properly at least.

Well, first of all the reason why i haven been doing so is that I AM busy. It's still in present tense, so yea, still the same, 我是大忙人嘛! Haha. The second reason is that I realised blogging is kinda stupid, I mean for me, cos i really have this HIGH tendency to post brainless stuff here. So thanks to you guys for reading whatever stupid stuff I wrote here. And the third reason is because I've been spending some time doing some soul searching. Haha, sounds so "chim" eh, but yup, I managed to do some of this before I embark on my A levels ultimate mugging journey. And i think you would know to be able to post a blog post like today, I am good! haha, good as in fine.

After today, to think about it, I really think my life has some kinda drama in it. I'll skip the details (though that's the interesting part). So I guess after being MIA for so long i should share more stuff with you guys. Recently I am very into Jay Chou's songs. Not to say that before this I dont listen to him, but just not very into. The degree of "into-ness" is that my "on the go list" is full of his songs and I am currently listening to one of his songs now.

Before I answer the question that would most likely pop into your mind now, that is "why jay chou?", I'll post a question to you first--why do you feel like listening to a particular song some times?

Recall: "So why do you feel like listening to a particular song at times?" (haha!) I think that's a good question, cos I personally spent some time finding the answer. I guess it's because for people like me, that are not very good in words, have some kinda handicap in expressing how they feel. Haha, handicap, alright. And when you have certain emotions, be it intensive or not, that you would wanna express, to yourself (yes, to myself, because I find it hard to understand how i feel at times, lols), songs are very often the best choice. And that's why people, or at least for me, listen to sad songs when Im sad or happy songs when im happy. So, here's three cheers for Jay and Wenshan! Haha. I know some of you here like them also, heehee.

And yes, im back home! I din manage to come home last week and I missed my dogs very badly. So today I gave all of em a hug and as usual they would also give me their 见面礼, which is the usual pounce,scratch,chew, drool ++++ And had dinner with dad and mom. We have all been busy and so I am grateful for this. Thank Almighty! :)

I'll intro 2 songs to you guys later, most likely you would have heard of them but still, cos I have a message in it. That is, all this while, I realised I've been really really fortunate and I still am. I have a very blessed life indeed and unpleasant times were really rare for me to think about it. So maybe being not-so-happy for some time once in a while is healthy too. Hehe. It's just like your body, if you dont fall sick for at least once in a year, it's not good for your immune system. So yea, Im drawing a parallel here. So if you happen to feel down now, trust me that it'll be temporary. It's gonna get back at you at times again but it's not gonna bring you down cos you know there are lotsa lovable people there to cheer you up. So here's 3cheers x 3cheers for the lovable people in my life!:]

第一首歌叫知足.

[很多時候要被逼迫去接受一些很不甘的心情. 但是慢慢的再执著的雨也会停。不愉快的我会忘记遗憾的什么就要学会接受原本的快乐本来就是回忆。祈祷要你幸福、快乐]

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

这首歌，是解药叫稻香:)

[最喜欢“笑一个吧!” 希望大家过得好好的:) ]

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
]回家吧回到最初的美好
不要这麼容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好☆。

Gibbous

2009-08-08T11:07:00.003+08:00

你看着我

说你已经决定

我拉不住你

我们的序变成了日记

变成了空气演化成回忆

灰

2009-07-31T13:48:00.003+08:00

不知道从什么时候开始你变成了莫名的忧伤

向来缘浅奈何情深

2009-07-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

Not really in the mood to do anything constructive now.

Mugging and counting my days, lols.

Home's sweet.

绝对无敌

2009-07-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

It's late now and I am kinda sleepy.

Glad i have friends to keep me company.

Really need to focus now. FOCUS POCUS!

Happy Birthday!=)

Rising up

2009-07-16T20:44:00.004+08:00

Din expect life to be so hard nowadays. Hard means challenging.

You have your goal; you see it and you know where to go

Go all the way.

Secret

2009-07-07T20:54:00.012+08:00

As promised.

Cant seem to upload this one so here goes the link: Grace (part I)

For the darlings at home

2009-06-27T20:45:00.011+08:00

Gringo, all wet after his shower.

Dooku can roll his tongue!=D

Gringo! Noti guy with a blur look

Dongz at home. Trying to snatch some "thing"

Intan with her "commander crawl"..

OK, today is my last day at home for the June holidays and also for June 2009. For the darlings in my house i shall post something for them, since it's been quite some time since i last talked about them here.

So the few weeks at home, other than being able to spend more time with my folks, i also spent much with Dooku, Gringo, Dongdong, and Intan ( german shephard, but the only female around.haha, so she's the only princess). I really enjoyed the time with them, although you cant have 4 of them together, because the three princes are super aggressive, or rather both Gringo and Dongz dislike Dooku. I dunno why, but that's the way it is. Everytime they meet right, they'll just start eyeballing each other and GROWLING and showing their pearly white teeth, seriously it's damnnnnnnn scary.

Haha, okay so the routine usually, i "train" Gringo before lunch. Training meaning the basics-sit, down, stay, up, come, heel. And he LOVES playing with Tug-o-war. So yea, basically it would lotsa fun, sometimes excluding the training part cause he can get really annoying by ignoring you. But play time is good. He really focuses. You may be asking, why Gringo, haha i dunno, 比较投缘吧 and dad trains the rest of em. The rest are awesome kids also. Dooku is a real charmer, Intan just loves to stick to you and Dongz gets crazy when you splash water.

Anyway back to the routine. And here comes the most fun part of my day (cause after a day of studying this is what i look forward to most, lols), i get to bring them out to gaigai in the evening! haha. Yes, Gaigai is totally the word. And i have to say Dooku hops like a kangaroo( that was random). Usually it's late evening cause we dont leash them, that means they run wild, but actually only Dooku runs wildly, so we dont want times where people are usually busier. Haha, though picking up shit is quite a hassle, especially when you cant find it at night, it's quite fun and I love to see them running here and there, and them being busybodies sniffing around.

Okay, good news is cause it's my Last Day (at home for June2009), my dad has kindly agreed to let Dooku sleep in my room tonight=) Hehe. Only Dooku and Dongz are suitable to stay in the house cause Gringo will pee and Intan will bite stuff. So yea, Dooku gets to sleep in tonight.

Alrighty, end of story, i'll upload the pics and that's it=)

Good night, my world.

sleepless

2009-06-26T00:16:00.004+08:00

Well seems like i wont be sleeping for the next one hour or so cos i can't fall asleep. Haha what a good reason eh? I temporarily shut the blog a while ago cos i was preventing myself from posting stupid stuff. Like seriously stupid stuff that you would say "wth?" after posting it. But Im not considering removing them cause, haha, i dunno, for remembrance sake or to serve as a reminder to not be that idiotic i guess. Im not sure whether im gonna publish this today though cause im not sure whether i'll post something stupid. haha

Sleepless nights are truly irritating. I think you would have had similar experiences of sleepless nights. But this time round im lucky cause it's school holidays and im not particularly tired, so yea, no harm.

Well I guess the percentage of me posting stupid stuff should decrease by each day. Cause it's something that doesnt matter anymore and people should have the inherent ability to heal themselves. Anyway, ah, im ranting again.

And i really wanted to post something up here, but my brain aint functioning that well. So yea, might as well, not.

Set, i'll post this. haha. Good night, my world.

晴天雨天我都喜歡

2009-06-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

This is stupid.

And when someone last said I love you

2009-06-13T18:29:00.007+08:00

Holidays have already started for me and haha, this is really the first time in quite a few months i get into the blogging mood to type something down here. Previously it has always been either im too tired or too busy, so everything was kinda in a hurry.

Hah,everything is peaceful now. Well peaceful in the sense im not always rushing here and there; missing out all the little things in life. It's been some time already and i think i really do feel more serene now. ASEAN has ended and ive been coping well with my emotions.

The weather has been quite hot lately. So holling up in an air-conditioned room is kinda cool when you really need to study. Math is a killer. Today is a home alone day. And I enjoy the time alone, with music of course.You concentrate better when ure alone; although more thoughts come to you when ure alone, you clear them faster and better when ure alone too.Night time is not the same, cos night time it's usually sadder. I dunno why but it is. I miss some people, some things and some feelings. You can't have it all,haha. Yup, you can't.

It has been slow moving for me today and i liked it. haha, everything in a pace slower than usual. I would want this kinda life. Although I think exciting days, with all the hype and craziness is cool too, I think a slower pace life is one that i wanna have, eventually. But not sure when is eventually though.

And one thing i have to say, the sky is really beautiful. Totally random but true.

"All the sudden, I realised that some time after that night at some unknowable point along the way, I had grown up."

You can't grow up in one night, it took more than just days and months, and it's still ongoing. You feel the pain, but pain is good ( i really do agree).

So bear with it and move on. "If you're going through hell, keep going", because if you don't move on, you'll still be stuck in hell.

And after all that I've done, I know and I gotta know that "move on" is the word. Oh well, these moments ain't hell either. I'll keep my own words in mind and believe me or not, I am thankful of the moments ive had for the years of my life, good or bad. Because they lead to one another, and i can't afford to forsake either of them.

I thought perisisting would help. But there's a difference between being persistent and stubborn I realised. I'll share with you guys here:

Persistence: It is the quality of persevering toward a clear goal in the face of obstacles and difficulties that inevitably arise. Persistence requires you to remain flexible regarding the means of attaining the goal. You always keep your eye on the ball and you have a clear direction of where you are going. But you are willing to turn and try out a varietry of ways to get there. And most importantly, you never give up.

Stubbornness:It is going in the same direction despite there is overwhelming evidence against you. You try to make something work taht is obviously unworkable. You are simply not realistic or honest with yourself and the situation.

So you see the difference.

But given a chance, i would still wanna change all these. The situation that i am in now isn't right. I will, but it will be after when all these is over. I hope it will still matter then, so i can bring about that change i want. I think i am not sure what i am writing now..oh well, it's clear in my head. If that helps.

Haven't seen the moon in quite a while and i love my life and the people in them=)

Settle down now and sit with me
Let me tell you how this all came to be
A yellow flower with your petals to the air
And flying on paper wings that brought you here
Summer rolls on in the lazy hours
An ether dream way
Of hummingbirds and clouds
Midnight swims in the cool back waves
And you in my arms as it rolls away

Little dandelion
Let your heart keep time
Now the clouds are gone
All of your tomorrows shine
All of your tomorrows shine
All of your tomorrows shine

sweet. tribute to ASEAN

2009-06-07T20:44:00.008+08:00

TODAY IS 7TH JUNE 2009. YES, I KNOW YOU CAN TELL THAT FROM THE BLOG HEADING. AND dunman high asean plus summit 2009 has officially ended for me.

Oh man, i feel lost now. Im already missing it. Hah, the sense of relief is there but it's just that for the past few months my life had been revolving around this event. And now that it's over, suddenly all over, im not really sure how to feel. lols.

LOADs and TONNEs of stuff happened during the summit and im wondering now at this very moment how am i gonna jot it down here...haha, so okay, verdict is im not gonna write anything down. OK kidding.

Well, met a lot of new people as usual, but im quite glad to say that they are all interesting dudes and dudettes. And i love the international delegates! They're such a fun bunch of people=) Haha, i tot the day tour was gonna be super boring but in the end it was uber fun,so yup no regrets.

And for the people i've worked with, i thank you for the support you've given me. Thanks for standing by me=) Haha, I guess everything is really coming to an end cos im saying all these thank here and thank there stuff and getting all emotional. But lols, can't help it, i have been eating, drinking, and breathing ASEAN for the past few months, together with everyone. All the weekends, all the holidays, all the XX, all the so-called saigang and the kampong arang trips we all went together (shui jiao mian!), i'll definitely, miss em' like mad.

I've learnt a lot and Ive grown up along the way. Not within one day but thru the stumbles and mistakes. On the verge of giving up. I know how that feels and when everything is just so wrong, you managed to pull it thru. Yes, im tougher! haha. Oh gosh i dunno what to say all the sudden. From scratch till being able to allow the whole thing to be happening. Haha, reviewing the fun and more fun that the people had for the past three days, well, it's worth it. This is one hell of a once a lifetime thing!

Facebook is so active now and im lazy to upload all the photos here. Too many btw, but maybe a few special one can suffice. And now im home, yes im gonna sleep like a pig or wateva u call someone sleeping a lot. And spend more time with dad and mom, missed my folks=)

Next week im off for another battle, the A levels study voyage. And just to mention, im sooo looking forward to Sports Carnival! Vball + touch rugby = awesome! And i cant stop listening to Eye of the Tiger by Survivor! Whee=D

Okay i think im high. Ahhh i miss ASEAN and so ASEAN is <3. day=")

who was i to make you?

2009-05-08T22:54:00.011+08:00

I woke up today at 51xam to find myself in tears.

Hah it's been quite some time since this happened, i was really tired, but i din wanna go back to unpleasant thoughts, so i decided not to go back to sleep. Workload from the past few days has been eating into my sleep time. Surprisingly i wasn't as drained as i would expect myself to be.

Had a crisp morning shower. I like shower time, you stone all you can. In the end i went to school super early, like the 1st person in school or rather in canteen. As usual, i had the propensity for tis place, the court.The basketball court has lotsa memories, although im not a bballer, there's happy, there's sad and there's good and there's also bad, well i guess all things are like that. And i really liked the quiet morning, or rather it looked like the night because the sky was as dark as night.

And so yea i thought thru, i was figuring out why i was in tears this morning. I remembered who and what i dreamt of but i din seem to be able to understand why i had such intense emotions. The last time i woke up crying i think i dreamt of someone dear to me dying. Queer.

And i thought thru again, what i've been doing all these while. The evening less than 24h ago, I had to tell you, and when i tot well maybe next time, haha, i saw someone familiar.

No matter how hard i try, how badly i want it to change, you just wont respond and things just don't turn out the way you want them to be. Why?

No answer.

Can i ask you?

No.

"What do you want me to say to you?"

(Pause) yea, what do i want from you?

I dont know. But i know i need to hear you say something.

There's no need for anything now. Nothing is gonna change.

Absolutely Correct.

But I don't want it to stay this way,

so what if I don't want to? It doesn't matter anymore. To you, but for me, yes it still does, a lot.

Why so stubborn?

Because i wanna be sure.

Be sure of?

...

"Why are you giving me that look?"

I can't help it. I don't wanna bother you but I don't like this kinda ending. It's sucks, totally.

Tension of the opposites,

Yet no matter how hard i try...

You don't hear me, you won't.

You get sad when your friends are unhappy
You get upset when your familiy troubles you
You get angry when another pighead bothers you
You smile when the person beside you tells you a lame joke.

But you dont feel a thing no matter what i do.

plain emotion,

wrong, it's plain expression.

How come?

I dont know.

Get this clear and right,

okay!

You don't mean as much.

Mm, ok, i got that one long ago.

Strangers.

Strange, after all, we were/are friends, weren't/aren't we?

So yea, we should continue staying like tat.

But for how long?

"Forever"

(silence)

Love is pain,
Love is pain...

sweet dreams are made of these

2009-05-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

Tired.

加油！

I just died in your arms tonight

2009-04-25T22:44:00.010+08:00

Wuhu!~ (btw i din die, but the title is a nice song by Cutting Crew, yup 80s music) Weekends finally! But yea today was one saturday morning in school. Hehe filming was super funny esp. when we have crazy ppl like HJ. lols. Good destress time with de laffing. And it was great that dad came out cos i was dreading to go home alone like last week again. Haha. And we bought two tubs of summer berries with cream! yum-yum=)

I had to go home this week cos it's gong-gong's bday. FYI, he's my mom's dad. We went to eat super nice Chinese food but i get to eat much though i was super hungry cos waaa this time the doc gave me 10 links!(wth!). Onikku and I had a good time laughing at the lao ban niang and her daughter. Man we're so evil...but it was really funny! HAHA But the nice part was when we got home and to cut gong-gong's bday cake ( we bought him super duper awesome "oreo durian cake"). Haha, love the part when he stood in front of the cake while we sang his birthday song. My language aint that superb so i cant really describe the scene lah yea but I was super happy even though it wasnt my bday. Lols. He's 83 this year and very fit i must say for an age liddat. He still drives, plays badminton, very good at bowling and shoots baskets with me. Haha. Last time when i was younger we would go swimming together(cos he was really good) but now i guess he's body can't take the water. Haha and yup it was very wonderful to see the smiles on the faces of those folks. I know and i think we all know we dont get this kinda blessing every day and year, so thank the Lord for everything=)

I'll post the photos taken using the canon SLR camera! Hee hee we (meaning me and my sis and some parts my mom?) went cam whoring after that but no im not gonna post the stupid photos unless they have some meaning. Cos this blog is kinda meaningless ady so I cant devalue it even further can i?

haha. And i finally got to watch nana and team play in a match this week! Haha, i would wanna go watch another if i get the chance. I enjoyed the match and i like the "girl power". O.o And i have more to look forward to next week.Whee...

I am relieved this week. Got the things in the bottom of my heart out. All out and out. I still love my life<3 color="#666666">Thank you, lalalandlalalane143[tat is if you get to see this=) ]

Oreo Durian cake! FANtastic=D

HAHA so cute!

The guy and his granddaughters=)

Mom actually joined in in the end.lols

Just two of us:)

Once upon a climate change

2009-04-21T19:40:00.005+08:00

[The annual voyage of some species, which fly north in search of food and suitable climes, could increase by as much as 400 kilometres. "Marathon migrations for some birds are set to become even longer." Some 500 million birds migrate each year from Africa, some weighing as little as nine grammes ...]

It's quite crazy to see how strong they can be. I should be too,

Persevere.

read more from yahoo news to know about how climate change has pushing birds to migrate further

默契

2009-04-18T20:42:00.012+08:00

“你已经远远离开，我也会慢慢走开”---周杰伦，[安静]

Today is not too bad a day. Went back to school on a Saturday and had our 2nd simulation for the Executive Board. I felt it was really productive. And Im super proud of my attention span for the day. Haha thanks to the gummy bears from Karen i guess. Karen!=)

ASEAN is less than 1 and a half months time and WOAHHHH...it's coming soon! I really wanna make this summit a good one seeing all the hard work put in by everyone. All the weekends and public hols and extra work and piles of reading... And i guess this would be the time where according to my predecessor, you will " eat, drink and breathe ASEAN", what a sick way to put it but i guess there's no choice. Haha.

I went home alone today cos PS-Queen ps-ed me. I wanted to be mad at her and ignore her but i guess i cant when i saw my belated birthday present from her. It's a really nice handmade booklet with lotsa spastic drawings and words, so somehow, after seeing the present i couldn't stay mad anymore. Hoho. I had nice dinner and got to spend some quality with the 3 kids. They're growing bigger and STRONGER...one pounce can really make you lose your balance. But kids are still kids, you'll have ways to deal with them. I was really wondering whether or not to blog today but wahh i felt i had to write something before i start my work.

想到你们都可以驾车了就很羡慕叻。不过今天十分感动，虽然说这是一个来迟7 个月的生日礼物但是我想喜悦还是一样的。谢谢你给我这莫名的感动。

很感谢老天爷次给我身边陪伴我的每一个人，每一句问候的话都让我有开心一天的足够。谢谢！

偶尔想起久违了的朋友希望你们平安健康

"你知道吗，只要知道彼此的心，沉默有时是最好的沟通，所以不要问我，跟你两个人在一起会显吗，这样的话语，不应该出现在我们彼此之间。" 才发现原来这就是默契，谢谢你苏虹瑗。我把最喜欢的天空送给美丽的你，请笑纳=)

2009-04-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

Woahhh.. I finally got this done! all the codess...

I'll upload nice photos of the sky next time=)

steady

2009-04-07T21:04:00.006+08:00

"...But so we will, as surely as the sun rises everyday- through death at last, if our loves are deep; or through the mischances of growing apart, changing, finding new loves, losing old hopes, and accumulating too much misunderstandings. Such is life, and even the brightest optimist has to accept the fact."

Whoo...I've decided to post something today. AND..it's not gonna be a few liners blog post. Otherwise you guys are gonna think im nuts or something. Haha, i guess i'll leave the few liners on somewhere else.

Well, recently i've been quite alright, mentally and physically ok. I just recovered from a common cold ( it's not that bad cos it aint a FLU, for those of you who don't know whats the diff between a cold and flu, go check it out!). Woah getting sick SUCKS. But once again, im very lucky, cos i got good immune system, hehe so no doctors!

And thanks for your concern about the recently "not-so-happy-and-kinda-emo" kid! I'm cool now. The saying " we are all prisoners of our own device" is quite true, no point hovering over something that you shouldn't because it would very likely make your life not that pleasant. And i have quite a life for me to stay busy right now. Lols. Anyway, "to be yourself is all that you can do". Haha, eh Audioslave song, very nice. Recently I've been listening to their music, yup they're not bad, too bad I wont get to hear more from them. Yea so where was I...

Mm but im trying my best, to make all these better. But even so, I have come to realise that sometimes it doesn't matter how hard you try, because at times no matter what you've done, you can't change things and expect them to progress like how you wish because you're not God. So i guess it really takes some fate to have someone appreciate another. But im hopeful. Yup hope.haha. And I am really grateful of all the things that have happened, good or bad, and my friends and my family ( including the 3 doggies!), etc, etc.

This below is a photo taken at about twilight. Had lotsa fun stayin back in school playin at the court. I love the sky.

" To take life in armfuls, to embrace and accept it, to leap into it with energy and relish..."

2009-04-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

too fast and too soon,

this is beyond what i can comprehend.

2009-03-25T20:50:00.003+08:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection, baby

To be with myself and center

Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my lifeI

t's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone

I must take the baby steps 'til

I'm full grown, full grown

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanke

tBut I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and Uno cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine

Valentine

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers

And share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself, and center

Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

everybody hurts

2009-03-16T10:08:00.003+08:00

I had a bad tiff with my family last night. Everything is just so wrong now. It was a sleepless night.

But this song accompanied me thru the night.

Thank you! and grateful i truly am, my friend=)

When the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life,
well hang on.
Don’t let yourself go,
everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong.
Now it’s time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you’ve had too much of this life, well hang on.
Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don’t throw your hand.
Oh, no. Don’t throw your hand.
If you feel like you’re alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you’re on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you’ve had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes.
So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Everybody hurts.
You are not alone.

[everybody hurts] by REM

and now, i need to stone somewhere. Time.
絶対に大丈夫

that's all i ever wanted

2009-03-14T23:17:00.004+08:00

王菲说过：我爱你不要乱说，
因为说了你要负责任；
可是她忘了说，我爱你不能乱说，
因为说了会让你会难过。

i could have continued
but somehow
i cant.

三月七日

2009-03-09T20:04:00.004+08:00

开心与我同在

大家加油（加糖）！

无敌咒语：絶対に大丈夫:)

chaos

2009-02-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

Yup im back home again. Today dad fetch me and onikku home so it wasnt that tiring. But back at home...everything is just CHAOTIC. I think i din get to blog when the first german shephard came. His name was Armani initially but then very hard to call out to so we changed it to "dong dong"...has same name as the snake but nehmind la. haha. Quite a quiet guy and he'll follow u around. Mom likes him cos he doesnt jump on the sofa and his coat is super nice.

Lotsa things happened as usual and im just "busy cube" to share them here. Oh the commonwealth essay that i was working on, got shot down by Mr Cave quite badly and i feel sorry for submitting lousy work..hah. But i finally edited it and sent it back to him. I hope he's not angry.hahah.

Bloggin isnt really useful cos you dont really wanna share all your stuff here. I know it's ok to share with some friends budden I just cant bring myself to share sad/emo/ wateva u call it stuff here. It's just so awkward. Oh no..what am i talking abt. And i dont even know why also. I have to think a lot nowadays and so... music really is my good friend now. At least it keeps me company without needing me to explain stuff. haha. And recently there's been much debate over science and faith in my school, maybe He wants to test my faith huh. hmm.

ok im gonna end here before i spurt out anymore crap.

Some nice songs that i've been listening to:

[Here without you] by 3 Doors Down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

AND

[Best of You] by Foo Fighters

I've got another confession to makeI'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to breakHoldin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't chooseI swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuseIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

2009-02-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learnin'
To love again
All I know is
I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something that'd remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let that hurt my feelings
But that's the path I've been living
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

[better in time] by Leona Lewis

summary summary!

2009-02-14T23:34:00.004+08:00

I din get to blog about the NTUMUN that i went for my weekends. It was quite interesting actually although i was quite bored for some hours. But to see them quarrel diplomatically is truly an eye opener. im not being racist but the indians are seriously good. i like the China delegate from my council because he has sense in his talking yet he's so funny...super. If u were there you would know what i mean. Anyway, my council ( Security Council ) was termed as the most interesting councils of the whole MUN. So honoured. Lols. The food there wasnt as good and i think raffles serves nicest food so far. haha cream puffs!<3 But at the last day of the MUN i got qutie pekcek cos i missed my curfew and i had to wait for the 20min thanking speech to end and waited for dunno how long to get my COP which ended up to be a wrong one. WTH right...oh bother! I shant think about it. Anyway my partner, Jeric, ended up to be a nice guy and it was quite fun crapping with him when we had nothing to do. And as usual met quite a lot of new ppl but i doubt we can keep in touch. Lol. Cos i cant even keep in touch with my ex-classmates, not to say people i met in my MUN. Quite sad huh. Ok so here are some pics...

Delegates..in chaos( the one raising the hand is the China delegate that is so funny!)

Yup..burkina faso,heard of it? It's in west africa.

My fellow delegate from the Philippines-Jeric=)

Haha..i cant help it but to take a pic for this watermelon pig.

me and my angel and the pig

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY everyone...it's gonna end soon.

Haven gotten the chance to come up here although there were plenty of times i wanted to do so. As usual, lotsa things happened and i dont even have the time to record them down or to share them here.

Ok, i'll talk about today then. Today, our whole family went out to Singapore for Vday because of lucky onikku. So here's another story, she was listening to 933 on thurs or wed night then she happened to just sms in for fun for the "情人节祝语", so she tot of Lu Wen's words :你喜欢的我都喜欢，因为我最喜欢的人是你；你害怕的我都不怕，因为我最想保护的人是你。ok...it's kinda rou ma, budden since Chong Qing and Wei Bin liked it i guess it's one of the better smses. Lols. So she won 2 tickets for the Singapore Flyer Vday package thingy. Too bad she doesnt have a bf and so she decided to let our folks go er ren shi jie. So cute huh. Anw Lu Wen was super happy to hear that her "ming yan" got chosen...hahaha. Ok so while we waited for them (we had about 1h30min although the ride is only like 30min)we went to Marina Square to shop! Woohoo! It's been quite some time since we last get to go gaigai together loh. And i think we're SUPER efficient when we shop together w/o anyone else cos we all had quite some 收获. So today was super fun...hehe. Budden i still have to finish the ASEAN summaries package to send Yifan asap. ok i think im quite better off compared to other ppl liao, so no more from me=)

And the angel and mortal game in my school finally came to an end. My mortal is...Mantha (tadah!) and my zhutou angel is actually Mian Mian...omg right...hahaha, i din expect my angel to be her. Because she was so lame before the day and wrote me a "note" literally on the postcard, i was so lamed out that i made her a watermelon PIG..wakakaka. But it's quite cute la, i wonder if she cut it and eat it so soon. Ok and im very proud of myself cos i finally managed to fool my 1st mortal by not exposing my angelic identity...ahahahah, so MANTHA..ure my first victim ok...=D
And im glad that both of them are happy on Vday, at least from what they look like i think they are. Haha. And i refuse to use "friendship day", cos it's just too lame. Valentine is a nice name, like Vincent Valentine...cool.

I finally am in my home sweet home this weekend! It's been like 2 weeks...so long. I am very happy to be at home and to be able to sleep on my bed. Sleeping at home is just different la and i get to eat at home! That's the best man. I just keep on eating, haha.And it's good that i get to chat with daddy and mommy after 2 weeks cos i dun see them and im always very tired when i call them. School life is just hectic. BUT i'll enjoy it!=) And oh oh i got to talk to Sanba also, i had quite a good chat with her. Opened my mind in some sense also. So now im thinking quite often, which means i'll stone!hahaha. And Gringo and Dooku! Finally! Gringo grows damn fast and he's fat now, when i say fat it just means he's more plump but he's still ok and Dooku is the ever slim one. Although kena quite a few attacks but it's quite lovely to spend a few hours with them because it's just so rare. Hah..i love home.

ok...it's getting late and im getting sleepy. I get a feeling im just gonna conk off. Although i still wanna be on the phone budden it's just too hard when im at home. Lols. Good night!=)

简单

2009-02-04T17:19:00.003+08:00

O genkidesu!

这叫忙里偷闲。哈哈，最近睡眠不足令人很郁闷
好像很多人都要飞了就是升学要飞要告诉我厚

celebrated sam's bday with a cake during ISAC today.
Although it was kinda lame when fifi brought the cake inside
it was quite cool to see her happy. Haha happy

Ms Krishnan said :" Slog for this year"
and yes i agree i have to
push myself beyond my own limits
only this year and this chance
that's why

gonna try even though i noe it's gonna be hard
not letting off
like Gringo haha

忙但是很愉快
希望你们也一样

Hello Gringo!=)

2009-02-01T16:41:00.005+08:00

Gringo's not letting off...

the calmer him

he's still not letting off....

haha..he's not scared of the bball!

LOL...my slipper..

gringo vs dooku

Gringo's favourite yellow ball=)

Woah~ he really likes this yellow ball.

He's still holding on to it. qiang!

Im back and I have brought GOOD news! Gringo is finally here! haha~ I din get to blog when he first came, which was yesterday as it was quite late already and everyone was super busy. Anyway the ex-owner of Gringo, Rita came also, very nice lady to chat with and she's going back in a few days time.

So now currently in my house there are two dogs. Dooku and Gringo, but obviously from the size you can tell that Gringo is much smaller than Dooku. The meeting between the two of them was kinda "weird", erhmms*, if you were here you would know what i mean but in the nutshell it was a friendly one. OK so they can live in harmony=)

Gringo unlike Dooku has a super high drive, he's the kind that would bite anything that interests him. My mom's shirt was the best example, destroyed, even when she was wearing it. Lols. Oh and he gave me alot of souveneirs also, all the bites and scratches. Gringo's bite is slightly more pain than Dooku's because he's still very young and his teeth are still baby teeth so the bite is slightly sharper.

I've taken quite a few pictures of little Gringo because he really loves the ball and he'll just grab it with his bite and not let it off. Super stubborn but he's gonna be a good working dog to train. So weekends was almost with the 2 dogs and my homework ( lalala...) I think the "dog house" behind my house is wonderful, i wanna stay there some night with them, holidays! haha

two kids in my house~

the sun sets later

2009-01-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hello blog! long time no see. Isit long? haha maybe.

lotsa things happened. lotsa things went by and some of them still stuck. Some of them mattered and some of them, not anymore. Something was bothering me today but after talking to my friends its not anymore.

Sometimes, the little things that you do or the tiny stuff that happen around you may seem insignificant but you seriously wont know how imuch it means to other people.

im not emo-ing k. im not. i had good food with onikku at old airport road today and so im super happy. food cheers, good food best.

nites dajia, hope ure happy too, i'll get by it soon=)

its gonna rain but it din!

2009-01-24T20:09:00.004+08:00

Whee~ Im back home. Chinese New year is near but I dont really feel the atmosphere. weird. Maybe its because school started late this year and everything has been so crazy that i haven had the time to feel the CNY atmosphere. Lol.

Anyway today was quite a tiring day for me. I woke up at 558. Suppose to be 600 but i got biological clock i think, haha. I have to wake up so early bcos i have SAT Reasoning Test. So im suppose to meet our class at 700am at Buona Vista mrt station to walk to ACJC. Haha, i tot i wouldnt be going back there anymore when i left Mt.Sinai campus. The test was not hard but it was too easy either, its like running a marathon, near the end u really feel like giving up and by that i mean you'll feel like ure doing some kinda survey, so anything u just 凭感觉 then color black black. Haha. Quite song budden i'll feel bad for wasting my dad and mom's money. Lol dad if ure reading this im sorry! Anyway being there for more than 4 hours made me quite sleepy and hungry! The air con there was damn COLD and i din a jacket lol... I remember last time in the container classroom where the aircon was so cold in class i still insisted on not bringing my jacket, cos its good to train your body to withstand extreme temperatures, so maybe one day if you go to colder or warmer regions you wont die so easily.haha. So after SAT i was so happy and i dragged Meng Die to go bugis for lunch and it was good to have Joseph along too. I'll tell you why later. haha.

So we jay-walked and went to this duck rice stall for lunch. The food was not bad but maybe Ghim Moh's duck rice is better. I cant really rmb. Then i was suppose to go home by myself after this by that i mean i was gonna take the bus back myself. First time doing this so it was kinda hard for me to locate the place but luckily Joseph helped me! Yay! Im soooo glad that he was with me, otherwise im gonna be emoing on the streets again.

that's why its good to have friends, im thankful.

And i finally found the meaning of your name NJW! Its " God's peace" ok.So u better bring peace to the world yea. haha.

So im back home and the king of my house currently is Dooku of course. Budden Gringo is coming and i heard he's a super dog! Prey drive is like nuts. I think i better think of some precautions ady. Then Dooku's gonna get jealous and stuf. This aint good. Anw im trying hard not to let him fall asleep now cos later he may get up at 3 or 4am and start whining. Haha. Im NOT gonna wipe his poo and pee again. No way! But to think of it its quite likely, omg better cross my fingers...

Before i end, here's a song by Jay Chou, its a nice song and it makes me sad. I dun like to feel sad but since its a nice song i dont mind. Happy Chinese New year=)

--说好的幸福呢--

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了
梦远了我都还记得
为什么幸福时忍心离去

=)

2009-01-22T21:14:00.003+08:00

Initially i was feeling kinda down today.

BUT the keyword is INITIALLY.

Now im fine and happy and gay.

KO-ing this PP soon!

yay:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

the year of responsibility

2009-01-21T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

Im suppose to do my Burkino Faso paper AGAIN...cos last time i went to watch videos halfway and this time something similar happened, i went blog hopping ! Lol...I cant find my partner for NTUMUN and i really have no mood to do this paper...the sec gen can just kill me when he sees me.

My title was quoted from Obama's speech..hi president obama. Anw his was the era of responsibility. Mine is this year. Responsibility. How many of us know what that really takes?

Time flies so quickly that i cant really get a hold of it now. First thing at hand is school then ASEAN then more stuff.

Anyway back to blog hopping. Realised i haven been talking to alot of ppl. Im sorry and im gonna make it up to u all. esp sanba i haven called her since last year i think but its once a blue moon that she comes here.

总之你们要快乐！

I need my real diary if im gonna write anything now

one and a half!=)

2009-01-17T18:28:00.013+08:00

Bennu OGLs and OCs!=)

31 legged race..our 12.4s timing!

mass dance..learning!

haha alliance between Bennu and Drakon k..call it BenKon or DraNu..lol!

Gen, Mantha( eh mantha 1st time my blog got u lehs) and me!=)

we're all tree huggers.

yay..mass yum seng after waterfesta!

All hail the Bennu flag! i love the flag man...

this is pikachu.its suppose to be a suspect but...haha so cute

" I love SH" with candles..nice flame but the cleaning up of the wax quite jialat.

This cream puff is super nice! cream puffs rule~

B8 tired!

B8!~

Finally im back in my home sweet home. And that means i get the chance to blog! haha. Doesnt mean that if im not at home i dun get to blog but its just that i can do it in a more relax manner. This past one and a half week has been SUPER DUPER crazy for me. Lotsa things happened, so soon that i cant even have the chance to blog about it. But the main thing that i just returned from was SENIOR HIGH ORIENTATION 2009! I have lotsa photos here but i think im just gonna upload some. OKok... the people in B8 ( my OG group) are ( in no particular order):

Pui Mun: the super high and energetic one...always tryin to untie my shoe laces..haha, but she's good at it. And i've learnt how to evade your attack now! haha=)

Xun Lin: the one that super on. Always very cool..u noe like chill...then she has a good appetite that means your metabolic rate is high! haha

Li Qin: Haha...the cute girl that doesnt look like a JC1 girl to me..seriously. but that means..you look young!

Yu Ting: The other cute girl that pairs nicely with Li Qin la...i think you all like to hear gossips right...hehe next time can do updates for me!

Yi Ling: ibasketball! Next time you see me we can challenge each other la...see how many balls u in..hehe. And thanks for saying im "wonderwoman" instead of "wanderwoman" k=)

Maureen: haha...the one tat doesnt believe my gan qing shi is 0, very fun talking to her...next time play vball together!

Si Min: The pro one.music, history everything on one..haha. At first sight i seriuosly couldnt tell u are as siao as PMz.

Wayne: The fun guy! haha thanks for inviting me to play ball although i suck at it. And ure a nice guy..continue being you=)

JunHao: hoho...ur speed of eating seriously amazes me...i think OG can win eating competitions for Bennu next time.wakaka...and i dont get bullied, pls.hehe

Eustance: So sorry to mix up your name and Junhao's...you guys dun look alike but u just have the junhao face la. Paiseh ok. and dont be so shy and humble k...u ABC own everyone can!haha

Bowen: The guy with 5000bucks in his ATM! Next time you give treat ok...MUST..hehe..adn ure smiley face is quite cute.haha.

And also! my partner Benjamin Foo aka Benfoo! A BIG thank you all very much and i enjoyed orientation very much..this is not 客套话ok...haha=) Let's stay in touch then someday we can do cheers together again. haha=D

Then not to forget the year 6s, we have faith, who went off half way as SM, cos she was damn bored, im sorry. Next we got Geoffrey and SamC who also went off as SMs, then Mian Mian who had to chiong her research paper..So basically thruout the 5 days mainly the 11 year 5s stayed. They're all super high people la, everytime i wanna do Anggonggong/Bennu/Pipipi cheer right they'll just support me. haha...screaming and shouting to your heart's content...although im like black and red now ( kinda terrible), it was worth it! haha~

There are too many activities ady...but waterfesta was quite fun. Cos they was water and water makes people happy. But our group din get to play water polo which was quite sad..it sounds fun. Haha and then cluedo right..should be fun also budden i was dying half way so i thought even if something really went pass i wouldnt realise. Then the funny thing is that cos i was stoning everywhere we went, the other OGs thought i was one of the scarers then kept on shining their lightsticks at me...-_- so for that night i only slept for 3 hours. The night was suppose to be even scarier accordin to the SCs but the weird thing was that the lights in our school couldn't be switched off so everything was brightly lit...not very scary...but kinda freaky when i heard that. Then the last night we had in school was finale night, we were told that we have to end early cos we kena alot of complains from the residents...haha. Finale night got mass dance performance + games + dance competition. Very cool. I was entertained and i believe everyone was. The games were very funny, cos they involved guys and girls so they had to do quite embarassing stuff to win the game. Then the mass dance part right, Jovi from Homa owned everyone la seriously. His actions for the dance are super duper funny. Steffi junyang benfoo and me couldnt stop the laffing like mad. So everything ended smoothly on friday which was yesterday, felt kinda sad cos that means no more orientation and no more holiday mood for me and back to reality where i got school stuff + ISAC stuff + ASEAN stuff...not that i dislike school, its just that this year is like the last year and i kinda have mixed feelings. I love Dunman High <3!

Ok..and then i must talk about the Grease musical that i went to with my mom and sis...its by the ITE kids and they were superb! Now all the songs are like stuck in my head...haha. And i just rewatched Grease...haha..i'll post more on it later on. like the songs tat are nice..they're gay and happy songs.so you'll definitely feel happy after listening to it...HIGH!=)

Here I am back again..just went out to buy some stuff and brought Dooku out for a walk. He's damn strong, especially when he sees things that interest him like other dogs, people, toads, and stuff that moves around. haha...he's quite adventurous and that's good and i like his character! Though mom doesnt really like it but today he's gonna sleeping beside me, yay!

OK...that's all for now,im sleepy again..today ive been sleeping alot and by that it mean A LOT=)

nites.

Grease musical @ ITE college east ( lovely campus!)

Dooku <3

Hellooo little guy!

2009-01-08T16:50:00.010+08:00

Today is a very happy and exciting day because i went to KLIA to fetch Dooku back from the quarantine centre!

In case you still dunno who Dooku is, he's my new family member, a 5 month old black doberman pinscher. It has been 5 days since my last visit and today he finally can come home with me. I think we set off around 6am liddat and me and my dad wore long pants and sleeves to safeguard ourselves from his attack. Man, he has a high attack power for a 5 months old pup! Last time we went there i came back with dunno how many scratches, luckily not the face and then i got some kind of rashes also.

Lol, then Jolanta told me that she din bathe him at all cos its very cold in Poland then. Jolanta is the owner of Dooku's mom and she's a very nice lady! She even gave us an elephant ( ofc its a miniature size one), cos elephants are suppose to bring good luck according to her. How sweet of her to do so.

Ok anw where was i, the car ride was kinda long for the little guy and I sat with him at the back seat of the car cos my dad needs to drive properly. Initially the he was whining quite badly cos he really doesnt like the car (esp when its on the highway with alot of other vehicles zooming by). But then! I remembered mom told me a way to sayang babies then they wont cry anymore so i tried it on Dooku. And yes it works! haha, he din whine then started sleeping. It wasnt a deep sleep and he turned dunno how many positions to settle down properly. haha, what a cute little guy!

So he finally got home, FINALLY. So we gave him sometime to familiarise with the environment before sending him for some grooming. Then i think he sha sha walk, the word is "walk" into the pond. LOL! I was just trying to get some rest then suddenly "POM" some big black thing was splashing water in the pond! Hahaha..ok it was kinda funny to see him inside but no big problem, just a tiny scare for everyone there.

Then after grooming, he's now finally in my house! Whee~ Walking here and there. Luckily he doesnt have a high prey drive otherwise he would be biting every single thing that comes in his way. Hoho. But he does have a high food drive, loves food, but who doesnt huh? Haha.

Alrighty, i'll end here with some photos that i caught( it aint easy k, cos he's constantly on the move!). And i hope little guy will grow up healthily to be a big strong little guy=)

He's trying real hard to sleep XD

This is what he normally looks like

after the splash we gave him a rinse, i think he likes water, cool=)

Finally settled down

tryin to steal food on the front seat! haha noti

the crazy day!

2009-01-06T17:41:00.008+08:00

Hello people!

Haven been up here for quite sometime cos my desktop crash. These computers are like driving me crazy. I think its because of the anti-virus software and now everything's kinda in a chaos + nutsy state. Ah! Do this to an IT idiot. I think im gonna take sometime off to ask mushroom to teach me how to fix these stuff!

Anyway i have quite a few days before school reopens and im gonna finish some stuff up before everything gets crazy. And YES! Need to buy birthday presents! January is like the alot of "birthday kids" month! And then im still thinking whether to start on GP and oh no i heard there's BIO. And my bio teacher is gonna be Dr. Yap.=(

Whee~ Orientation is coming and I hope its gonna be fun for the SH batch this year. But im kinda worried about staying over night in school after all those creepy stories. lols.

Oh oh and i forgot to add on! Now the new sch is opened i can shoot baskets at night!yay=D

Omg omg, i cant stand it already, sorry i keep adding on, this is damn crazy, i was suppose to be doing my Burkino Faso position papers then i ended up watching bball video, omg, this is crazy and im like crazy too. Got alot i link a few k!

Lebron James( this is crazy)
nate robinson ( the fishy dunk!)
Vince Carter ( this one quite cool, lol and the song!)
ok last one..this one is Kungfu Dunk live, michael jOrDan

k, tat's all, i dont link anymore later u all all see before, but very cool! So can see again, im cooling down now. Great.

abebebebu=D

not complicated

2009-01-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

简单的美好

周杰伦--《稻香》

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃

就像我说的追不到的梦想

换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机

现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了

谁在偷笑呢

我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好☆。

watched "Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea".
Simple yet fanstastic <3

hei1 pi2 niu2 er3

2009-01-01T16:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO TWO-O-O-NINE!

AND

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~

rushing off before 1/1/09 says bye=)

the pursuit of happyness

2008-12-30T20:43:00.003+08:00

I have decided to blog again. Thought that my blog would be very kelian if i din post something before 2008 ends.

Time really flies and now 2008 is flying away too.

I've noticed people around me have been upset or sad nowadays. Although Im not the one going thru all those sadness, to see a friend upset is quite dreadful at times. That's why Like what Karen said, some things may not seem helpful to you but continue doing it, because it makes a difference. I'll be praying. I want you all to be happy as well!=)

Its been great to be able to have karen in my house for the weekend. Being able to chat again even when we are in our beds and feeling sleepy and to talk until your eyelids get so heavy that they closed. I am thankful of my friends,my family, the food i can eat and everything i have. I dont get to say this everyday but yes I am thankful.

Yup, its inevitable to be sad at times. But like what Grace said, you need enough sorrows to make you human. The most important thing is to grow and get over it.

Now i have 2009 to look forward to! haha

就这样，把满满的回忆装着...

不习惯

2008-12-24T07:35:00.005+08:00

睡不着
好像这几天都失眠了
可能是因为感冒了吧
太久没生病了
都忘了吞药的恐惧感

我今天起得很早虽然很想继续让自己休息
可是叻怎么翻都睡不了。
所以我现在听着窗外的雨声，来这里写写废话
哈哈
我喜欢雨天

今天不适合告诉你为什么我喜欢雨天
下次再说

最近发生的东西好像都没机会在这里提到
我突然又觉得在这里写东西很废
毕竟有些事在这里写了也是多余

我这个post本来是想用英文写
但是哈哈，不知觉得像写的东西都酱出来了

好吧！说些有趣的不然你们都被闷死哈哈
那天看了娱乐百分百倪子冈上了节目
抽中了 “赶羚羊草枝摆”
我有怀疑是他们故意的啦
看小猪跟小鬼那么诡异呵呵
但是他rap 得很好噢超赞

然后昨天我的化学老师看到我的msn pm 是赶羚羊草枝摆
她叫 ms edison 然后从台湾来的哦很可爱的老师
然后她就说我是bad girl （开玩笑的那种 hehe)
然后她就开始解释着首“诗”的由来
很粗哦
她还找了个网给我看看了反应就是 --- O.O
然后我告诉他 “alright then 以防万一别人以为我骂他妈妈 i'll take it off"
之后她讲：“oh no"
然后 blah blah blah (cos i cant rmb how we continued)
她就说：“refine=boring"
hahahahahahahahahahaha I WAS AMUSED TO 100%

hehe...她很有趣厚。
有机会再说多一点他的事吧！
不过她说的蛮有道理的
你们别误会我在鼓励你说粗话厚
其实我对粗话也没什么
从一些比较ahbeng 的朋友（呵呵别找人砍我）
然后我弟弟他们啊然后乱里面啊
好像都习惯了咯每次看他们喇叭骂GM 都超搞笑的
只要不是有意针对我的我想我应该还ok
因为很多人骂粗话就是想泄愤而已没有太多意思
哈哈
只是我自己不想讲啦讲了zomok
很多粗话都乱七八九的
但是叻
也许或许有可能吧哈哈

写着写着好像
可以结束了
比赛全力以赴
早安！

---

2008-12-20T18:51:00.006+08:00

做什麼事情都一樣

需要努力與汗水以及無數的打擊

要拼

最終才可以加冕稱王

所以要 +u

好久沒好好坐著看人家打籃球咯

明天去!

family

2008-12-18T20:03:00.003+08:00

dOOKU

Gringo

Gringo has a good drive!

OK~ Im gonna upload the photos of my future family members, Gringo and Dooku (this name not set yet, haha)

I need to upload more their younger photos, more cute. OK~find! and i have ISAC's blog link now. Go visit next time to update yourselves with international and strategic affairs!hohoho=)

Merry Christmas!~

2008-12-18T09:16:00.006+08:00

Time really flies~ Very soon we'll all have to bid 2008 farewell.haha. but before that we have X'mas! Too bad it doesnt snow here...

This is a chocobo with presents=D
This is sephiroth and Cloud!
This is Inuyahsa and Sesshoumaru
Sakura and alot of ppl~

Hope you guys will have a great X'mas w/o being much affected by the financial crisis which is rather impossible(so i used "hope" you noe,haha)! Hohoho~

HAHA

2008-12-17T11:45:00.002+08:00

OMG~

I think my heart's failing me or something. Stupid crisis simulation dates...i need to change it AGIAN....

NOW IM WAITING FOR MS DEVI'S SMS. I THINK IVE NEVER WANTED A TEACHER TO SMS ME SO BADLY UNTIL TODAY. WOAH~

OK...ITS NOT TAT BAD ALSO. I OFTEN GET STRESSED OVER NOTHING. BUT WHY SHD I GET STRESS WHEN ITS NOTHING.DAMN, THIS IS STUPID.MAYBE IM GONNA DELETE THIS BLOG POST.

LOLOLOLS

LETS LAUGH IT OFF.HAHA~

2008-12-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

haha, did a crazy quiz today! Doesnt sound tat bad so here's the badge ive earned. Hoho~

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简单

2008-12-13T15:07:00.003+08:00

今天什么都好，真难得。
其实也没有说什么都好，但是因为自己觉得所谓不好的都是小事，所以特别愉快而已。
哈哈，酱子来看，其实要开心不难厚。

最近又看流星花园了，
前面真是很搞笑。
道明寺白痴得很可爱。
想一想，这部偶像剧，真是好久以前的了。

今天早上就忙了明年asean summit 得咚咚
东西都还没开始，我自己就给自己莫名的压力，有点无聊啦。
然后叻，因为刘佳提醒我有化学作业，所以今天就把选择题都干掉了。
哈哈，真难得，我又在打华语字了。
刚才又上乱啊，但是遇到了很猪头的人，不想“练功”了。
哈哈，虽然不想用“练功”这两个字，因为有点白痴啦，但是，要用华语嘛。
呵呵~

哦对了，在这里要恭喜你们终于拿到成绩了。
不要向酱多咯，尽力就好嘛。
我想明年我会跟你们一样紧张，呵呵。

昨天晚上去吃夜宵。
海边的食物真是一级棒耶~
有烤鱼，satey, 文头雪，
哈哈哈，想到就很开心。

[Bleach]: fade to the black 很像很好看的样子，
超想看!~

圣诞节快到了~hohoho=)

dl letter

2008-12-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

Here I am again~

This time round not much to share.

Managed to write a letter just now. Woah~ I miss writing letters, or maybe not, i miss receiving letters. Hehe. But this time round i wrote it in english. But everytime i write very long right, spend alot of time then people end up reading it in like less than 5mins time.

Holidays are long and i haven't seen my friends for quite some time. Meaning friends in my school lo. Haha, school reopening is always a little "papa" + excitement. Im looking forward to orientation but not exams...= =

Whee~hapi holidays everybody=)

<3s

Wuhu!~

2008-12-06T17:03:00.002+08:00

亂

2008-11-30T19:43:00.005+08:00

me and mushroom!~

RAN online, originated from S.Korea

yuki and ^-^

yuki and gang

Hello blog and everybody who reads my blog.

The reason for no posts recently here is because almost most nights i've been playing RAN. The GM has been opening x3 or x2 exp time so lvling has been much easier. Hoho. Oh abit more about 亂 since its the only online game tat i love to play. Archer ID, very good student, no ks, no zp, currently level 96...gonna pia 97.^-^

It was nice to have my old friends coming by last week. Hehe. Although we were a bit lag, it was quite nice that we had a chat. I love nice chats.=)

Alot of them are going thru an important period where many important decisions have to be made. WOahhh...i think i would be very stressed then. Next year after my A'levels..it's gonna be crazy.

Needa start something soon...life's short, dont waste it.

boredoom

2008-11-24T13:17:00.007+08:00

Recently one word suits me all---BORED.

Im staying at home, doing things that i dont really like to do or i have no choice but to do it. Daily schedule is like around the same:

Do MATH. Stupid math, im stuck at question 3 now and question 4 half way thru.
Play ONLINE GAMES. Playing RAN online specifically, which i play when im so bored and i hate lvling. But its still a time killer=)

That's what's happening recently...But later sanba is coming and shijie, chongwee, robot, shumei,ahhui, yenhui..++..are coming!~yeah...hehe=D

Then thursday i gtg out again to meet nana and maybe can meet karen for lunch=)

Here are some photos that sanba brought..she's here!wahaha. Oh, its "a" not "some".Paiseh

I finally have a photo on Island Creamery's wall! Haha, try to spot it=) The original photo is a few posts below.

OKss...im gonna go online later. And Mantha! What's wrong with your blog? No new posts de? And weiliang you wanna go K ma? Maybe we go with Mantha la, 3 ppl own Kbox.hehe=D

Cheerios people!~

music makes the world go round

2008-11-19T11:27:00.006+08:00

Sneek preview.hehe=)

Its a sunny morning! Although it was raining for a while just now=) Oh and the video here is the video of my future family member, i mean one of them. Im not very sure which one. I've been very guai recently, i did math in the morning leh...but then i realised math is still hard...gosh.

I cant sing now. I have not idea why. Maybe i haven been going to K for too long ady. One whole year. And im not updated with the songs anymore so its bad! =(

你们现在一定在玩厚。回来之后，来找我玩叻。

And karen's coming=)

我把星光送給你,

相约来到这世上却在途中失散走的路是否一样

看着同一片艳阳我忽然有预感久违的陌生人会遇上

也许是你笑的弧度跟我很像也许是因为守护的星座和我一样

也许是漫长的黑夜特别孤单才会背靠着背一起等天亮

希望若不熄灭就会亮成心中的星光上帝布置的悲伤

和分配的阳光你和我是否一样拥抱同一种信仰

我忽然有预感我们会是彼此的星探

黑夜如果不黑暗美梦又何必向往

我想会是坚持的人最后获得的奖赏

黑夜如果太黑暗我们就闭上眼看

希望若不熄灭就会亮成心中的星光

Rainy days

2008-11-17T22:59:00.004+08:00

tuotuo and me havin Starbucks coffee!
coffee craze<3

Today woke up early morning to send tuotuo and Mia off. Yesterday was a crazy day for us and my parents. We went to Kuala Lumpur early in the morning, really early so it was breakfast time when we reached there. Had nice porridge and cha kway tiao...haha, i just love good food.

It was lotsa shopping and eating. Super glad that i can go out with them again before we go our separate ways. haha.

It was rainning for the whole afternoon, i love rainy days. Especially when im at home. I thought of going under the rain but i din really feel like getting soak then. Haha. So rainy days + hot tea + some work infront of the computer= my day. Thank God for my nice day at home.

Then at night i played RAN again. Playing online games is tiring and Kory din seem happy today. LOL.

Then i watched a TV program named "life challengers". A very meaningful show that made blessed people like us to know how blessed we are. I mean i know that but sometimes everyone needs a reminder. Watch the show if u can, monday night 8pm-9pm, channel 8.=)

Nites.

simple and nice

2008-11-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

Haha...today im here at a timing which i dont usually come online. Cos i need lotsa sleep ma. I just had ikan bakar for supper and im super HIGH now!~Yeehah!

Today tuotuo and wanying finally managed to come to my house. Its wanying's first time to my house and tuotuo's second time...fond memories lehz. Anyway i was busy packing my room for the morning and i watched naruto with onikku also...i din noe naruto was that nice...very exciting. Then managed to watch an episode of SUPERNATURAL~Hee hee. My whole afternoon was basically at home lo. Listening to nice music with dad then read whatever i felt like reading...幸福=)

Then in the evening went to receive tuotuo they all...glad to see her again=) So now they're in my room preparing to go to bed cos tmr we have to 一路向北, go KL. Ok...something to look forward again but i hope its not too rush.

And i haven started on my homework yet.

That's all for today. Nites to me and morning to you=)

Long long week=)

2008-11-14T21:17:00.015+08:00

Hi hi...finally i can blog again! Im at home now cos i moved out of the hostel already. That means i'll only go back around next year la. But then, if there's a need for me to come out i'll still do so la. My house very near only what. hehe. Anyway, i haven been blogging for the past few days but lotsa interesting things happened! Ok..let's start from today=)

OK so this morning i woke up very early at 730, considering that there was no school stuff. So i decided i should go shoot baskets and buy breakfast on the way. Then something very stupid happened. Cos i wanted to spend all my coins so i took like 2 dollar change out. The i went to buy bread to eat before going to the court. And the cashier took a v long time to count and i was thinking, why so long huh, 2 bucks only, then hahahah, i only had 1.50. LOL. My math really fail la. Mrs Chang will be v sad. I cant even count 2 dollars properly. So too bad i din have breakfast then i went to shoot baskets. I realise i can only shoot accurately within the 罚球线( im not sure what's tat in English). But then my arm din allow me to play for long so one hour plus i went back to oack my stuff and seal everything properly in my room so that i can leave straight in the evening.

And after that i finally had our PW outing! But the only pity is that geneve din go la. She had to go out with her parents or something. Maybe Plaza Singapura aint the place for gen cos last time when we went there to play Daytona she wasnt there also. LOL. So we had lunch at Ajisen Ramen. OMG, the Volcano Ramen is damn nice! Hot and spicy you noe...so too all those hot and spicy fans out there, volcano ramen is the right bowl for YOU!! (this is not an advertisement)And im very proud of myself cos i finish the bowl this time round=)Alright, so after that we went to pool. Im super bad at it but its fun to see and play with them la. I always play ady then forget everything de so too bad. But weiliang, yixiu and ben foo they are quite good esp ben foo's hit damn strong. Haha. He must be very 得意。Then after that we went for more food! The taiwanese ice shop at the basement of PS is super nice! I finally gotta taste it again. HOHO...must try if you go there next time=) So after that i had to rush off cos i had some matters on and i need to move stuff out of the hostel as well, so that's the end of my outing with

my war mates.

Ok..now im gonna start back tracking. For the past few days ive been busy with Xperience. After the island wide fund raising there was the volunteering sessions at Autism Youth Centre(AYC). So i was there for the first day and i was attached to this kid called Yan Hui. He's around our age but bcos of autism he cant really communicate well with people around him. But trust me they're all lovable people. The way they smile makes you know that their smile and laughter is genuine. Maybe its just bcos they see the world around them differently so that makes us hard to understand them. Some of them like this guy called Wen Hao, are very talented in art and super meticulous. I'll post some pictures later so you can take alook at them. So what i did with Yan Hui for the first day was that we were planting bean sprouts and then we had them to design some stuff but bcos there was only one student and 4 volunteers for our class the pace was quite fast so we ended up drawing stuff together. haha. The drawings all very cute. Meng Die and I drew then he followed. Very cute. haha. Then on the last day, that means thursday, we were suppose to bring the kids out for a picnic excursion in Labrador Park la, but then the "poor weather condition" made it impossible. It was very depressing when one of the kids, Ee Neng actually tried to say "outing..outing...". Then Javier said he was calling me "auntie auntie"...hahaha until Eva said he is saying "outing isit?"..then he said "park".. We wanna bring them out but then the rain...it just din stop and it was indeed very sad to disappoint the kids. They dont really get to go "gaigai" often so its really a pity. I hope maybe next week or something we can make it up for them. And maybe i'll end up going to Hougang, a place which ive never been if not bcos of Xperience more often so that i can go visit the kids. Hahaha.

Well. Xperience was indeed a very fruitful experience, yes Li mei=) and it was really a good chance for me to know more of the people in our cohort which i previously din noe. And most importantly, it made it stronger and clearer to me that there is a need for the strong to help the weak and that people like us, healthy, blessed and wealthy in all areas of life (at least oppurtunities are opened to us), to be thankful for what we have and to contribute back to the society. My mom always told me that you need to at least need to have the ability to support yourself before you help people, anyone. Very true. So that means i'll need to work hard.Haha. Thank you to all of you in Xperience and thank you li mei for the sharing we had on our way home. It was a meaningful chat that made me reflect quite alot=)

And then the very nice thing that happened this week was that Sanba finally came out this week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG...hahaha. Rare right. I was very happy to meet her at Buona Vista mrt and then i got the chance to bring her around my school. I dunno why i just felt very happy about being able to bring her to my school in Singapore. Then we went to island creamery for ice cream. Cos ive been telling her for ages how awesome the ice cream was there and she insisted that we go. I had nutella and "very berry", both were superb. She had black forest and cookies and cream. I like the black forest! And we managed to take a pic and paste it ourselves onto the wall. Now i finally have my photo on Island Creamery's wall! haha. im gonna go back and check time to time and have nice dessert at the same time=) After that we went for food spree at Joo Chiat there. The dumpling is serious good stuff! Its called Shanghai 人家. Its so nice that i even took a photo of it. LOL.Haa. Food was nice, i mean food IS nice. Im a serious food lover...gosh=)

Then for the next day i went for inline skating with my sis in East Coast Park. Dad dropped us at some place ulu so we had to do some walking before we reach the place.The walk was serene and very breezy. The sun and the trees made it even nicer. I din noe ECP was that nice.Haha, next time will go more often. Then we rented the skates for like 10 bucks each and we carried the skates to this place where beginners are suppose to learn skating. I couldnt skate there cos i dunno how to skate. Haha. Its quite weird that i can at least skate on ice but not land. But they say its the same so maybe that means i cant skate on ice anymore.Haha. Wait i shouldnt haha cos its not a good thing. LOL. So it was quite disastrous cos i din noe how to skate and there was NO teacher. The falls werent as bad as those on ice cos u have gear to cushion but then i kept on having this vision tat i'll have a twisted ankle and my foot will some how turn 180 deg.LOL. Very scary indeed.Haha.

Alrighty right, that's all for now...this is a super long post if im not wrong so if u din miss a single word/ paragraph..a round of applause*!=D Enjoy your holidays and im looking forward to a lunch or even a Kbox outing with Yaya, Lyon and Ting next week + a visit from Karen to my house in Msia SOON ( right???). Woah...good times leh and sweet dreams 大家。

Misc:
One day i said 晚安 to my roommate Ying Xue. Then she said, do you know what 晚安 means? You say that to me everyday but do u noe the true meaning?

I was quite surprise like maybe there's some legend behind "wan an"..hehe.

Then Ying Xue said, you're telling me "我愛你,愛你"( wo ai ni ai ni).

WAN AN----Wo Ai Ni Ai Ni( in case you're slow,hehe)

Yay..im home.Haha=)

tired

2008-11-09T19:04:00.004+08:00

Im like super tired after Xperience Island Wide Fundraising now... It was quite a success since w managed to raise more than 10,000 bucks! The money counting part was gruelling. But there quite some nice people in Singapore. Gotta know Clara and Eleanor from year 4 too! And Clara's in ISAC...cool huh. I'll post the photos when i get home where my cable is.

Im tired!But then i din wanna sleep so early cos i dun wanna wake up in the middle of the night. My room left two people so its kinda empty. Haha. Everything seems very quiet without Lu Wen's presence. Lol.

Tomorrow there's more to look forward to. Xperience@AYC! I really hope everything goes well with the kids there. We'll be planting bean sprouts and making a collage! Woah...then thursday we'll be bringing them out for picnic. Haha, that's something really nice to look forward to also.

Dun have much to continue with. Maybe my mood is not that brilliant after all. But life's beautiful, for you and for me=)

THE day!

2008-11-05T16:54:00.006+08:00

I cannot not blog today. Today is a historical day, very very historical day because Barack Obama has won the United States of America's 44th Presidential elections on this very day's afternoon. This will mean that he's now the president of the USA!~oh gosh.Haha. After so long a period of hardwork and gruelling campaigns he finally achieved what he wanted. Im feeling happy for him now. Haha. I know some of you think i siao one la, USA so far away, shouldn't be any of my business right. But then if you think closely our everyday lives are quite closely connected to who sits in the White House. Although i wont say the impact will be as much as the citizens of USA, its quite true that whatever happens there affects us. Some more ive been catching up and following the presidential elections quite closely for the past few months. So its really an honour to witness this. Like this kind of thing next time will be in history textbooks you know and you are living in this era. hahah. Very honoured like tat.=)

And! Today is also a very important day BECAUSE it marks the end of my Project Work!!!!!!! OMG!~~~~Hahaha.i still need to do I&R ( insights and reflections) la, budden very happy leh, everything is over ady. So what to do is wait until next year loh---results.Haha. It was quite ok for DH058(my war group). So i guess everyone's happy. At least i am la. War mates must rest well k. Dont fall sick when it comes to celebration ma. Hehe=)

Ok...tmr im going back to DHS to hand in I&R and hopefully it doesnt rain then i can play ball with Kailin. Very long never play with them ady. Like before promos. LOL. Holidays are here and i dunno what to do. But i know what to look forward to! OK see below:

Go for in line skating=)
Play basketball more=)=)
meet up with karen and tuotuo=)
meet up with my FYHS frens=)
buy a pair of ballet shoes:)
buck up on my MATH (i failed my math badly in case u dunno)!!!!!
spend more time with family
look forward to Orientation 09'=)
start jiayou-ing for ASEAN summit!!!!!
make ISAC stronger!!!!!

What a nice list of things lined up for me right. Haha. I hope i can accomplish them. All very challenging. Hoho.

OK...i needa end here. I&R nightmare starts now and ends before 10pm. Cos im gonna sleep peacefully then=) God bless everyone

AnOther day in November

2008-11-03T20:25:00.009+08:00

Yay...im here again. I realised how hard it is to blog when there's serious stuff to do. Well, basically for the past few days i've been staying at home.

Before i start crapping, i really wanna thank you guys for standing by me! haha, you wont know how much a word means sometimes (maybe you do so im just assuming ok). So yea, a big hug for you( this one you have to imagine la).

Well, what i've been busy with for the past few days was mainly talking infront of the mirror, something like giving self lectures. LOL. OP(oral presentation) ma...tomorrow i still have to go out to spore to practice. Sien. Anyway, very soon after wednesday, i finally can stop carrying the lap top to school!!! Hooray~After PW, there's Xperience, im kinda looking forward to meet the kids there but at the same time abit worried whether i can handle them well, tension of the opposites i guess. Haha.

I've been watching some nice movies also for the past few days. The Sound of Music is one of them. Not only they have nice songs inside but the content is very heartwarming.Haha. I like heartwarming shows but i realised recently there hasnt been much. What a pity. Oh then i watched Indiana Jones...the crystal skull that one, i wouldnt say its very good but if you've been following Indy's series you will find this one kinda hilarious and something like 叙旧.

Then rewatched Transformers, its kinda nice too."there's more than it meets the eye"...haha, quite true, that's why its good to not judge someone or something too soon. Oh then the one that ive just watched is Detective Conan's latest movie, 战栗的乐谱.I wont say its the best cos i think "the phantom of Baker Street" is the nicest! The song "amazing grace" was featured inside. Used to be one of my favorite songs. Haha. Im not saying that i dont like it anymore its just that i dont listen it everyday and in my dictionary, favourite songs you need to listen to them very often. In case you dont know the song, "Amazing Grace", its quite amazing and the lyrics are very meaningful. So if you meet the right singer, cos there's alot of version for this song, (there's one with scottist bagpipes, that one is marvellous) you'll feel very touched. 感动you know. Haha. Well that's for me at least.

Alright, i see i haven much to say today. Supernatural rawks man! You must watch it if you have the chance then you can discuss with me. LOL. The above two pictures are Dean and Sam=)

还有！明天你们就正式毕业了！我明天不能去看你们毕业，真可惜，不过，这里祝全宽柔高三同学：毕业愉快，前程似锦=)

偶尔郁闷

2008-11-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

终于回家了。感觉还蛮好的。因为在家里有很好吃的菜，然后又可以睡得很饱。哈哈，所以就很幸福咯。而且，在家里我可以慢慢用华文写东西。这个星期其实还发生蛮多事情的。单在一天之内就郁闷了很多次。

真的不喜欢郁闷的感觉，更讨厌把话憋在心里不说。
希望一切最后都可以好好的。
但是在希望以前，我想我该做点什么吧。

好咯，
化悲愤为力量厚。
倘若你也跟我一样，
很郁闷，
除了和你 high 5,
我要对你说，
绝对没问题!=)

K & R date

2008-10-29T21:14:00.004+08:00

Today was a great day cos i met up with Karen. Its been so long and im so glad to be able to stay in cartel and chat and eat at the same time with her for quite some time. Although i wanted to stay longer but my hungry and sick sis couldnt wait for so long so too bad i had to leave. And i got my cute bday present before i hopped on the bus. Thank you gaysha=)

I wont say much here cos...err, i dont noe.Hehe. Anyway we'll meet up soon. Stay strong and healthy.

Im determined to post a post in chinese somewhere this week. I want PW to be over soon. I will get this over!!!

Nites=)

Happy day=)

2008-10-28T20:18:00.008+08:00

Hello! Im here again. Since it's a new born baby i shall treat it well and accompany my blog more often. Haha. Hmm, here i am in the com lab trying to do some stuff but i realised i din bring anything down so that means im not gonna do my I&R. So i opened my hotmail to see a row of emails. (106) inbox with lotsa "ASEAN" stuff inside. OMG, after receiving the email from Ms Aw about how ASEAN will be like, im starting to feel worried. I was considering taking H3 MOE history actually since its quite likely im gonna further my studies in humanities instead of sciences. Ahh, so no more life saving dream for me lo. And the words that wenjian said that day, "Rebecca, you have big shoes to fill into."..LOL, its very true and i think its haunting me now. Although i wanna be superman la, i noe im not wat...and i feel kinda bad at the position actually. Long story.That's why i hate complicated issues. Haizzz.

And PW is still a KILLER. During my slacking slot, as usual i'll take my spins around the bball court and gym and i realise it was empty then. So i went there and sat down and started practicing my OP. I think i sounded like some crazy person to talk to myself for so long budden it was a conducive environment. Haha. Very serene leh. So then in the afternoon, it was OP all the way. General Tan said i was ok, that means i have quite alot to catch up with. OP shouldnt be bothering me,since there are other stuff waiting for me, so +U+U to me as well as to you if you're having OP and reading this post.hahah.

Oh and i'll go on now to the happy thing that happened today. So actually i was suppose to go home with my war mates(referring to PW teammates), but since most of them left, i decided to take the 3pm bus back and i could have a rest also. So when i reached the hostel it was 330 and i saw the basketball beneath my table, i decided to go shoot baskets at KABBC (thanks to Joseph for teaching me).Haha. LOL, the court there is super disfigured. Puddles of water then alot of noise pollution. I think usually i couldn't have stand that noise but since i was determined to ball i guess it was okay for me. Then i was shooting baskets until these 2 guys came over, later they were known to be Thomas and Weiqi. Haha, ok so i've got company here, in a good way la. So they're my two new friends made in the court today. Its quite magical to see how you can make friends so easily when ure playing games like bball. So Weiqi doesnt know how to play basketball but his friend, Thomas is really good at it. And i mean really. Haha. And if you dont know i'll get all crazy and excited when it comes to basketball. LOL.

Although they wont be reading this, i'll just jot down cos i think it was quite fun today. So intially it was just shooting baskets and playing "ABC" ( its a game that you move further and further away with each successful shot) but i realised i din have the physical strength to continue shooting cos it was so near the 3 pointer. LOL, so air ball all the way, damn malu. But anyway they were nice people and Weiqi din fare well either.Haha. Then Thomas started showing some tricks and dribbling techs, very cool. He did the "alley opps" then "fade away" im not sure whether they're suppose to be spelt that way but anw everything will look very cool when you see him play. Then he tell me he got 2-3 years never play ady plus he's in army now, although im a little dubious about that, after seeing his knee injury i think i can give him the benefit of the doubt. But seriously he's quite good la, considering he hasnt been playing for like so long. And we had a match with some other ppl from the hostel also la, although it was a 2-2 thingy i think he could have won the game himself lo. Anyway, i learnt quite something so thanks to thomas and i managed to do the spin ball thingy under the rim! So proud of myself.Haha. (OK..this part here is for weiliang, see i dedicate one whole chunk for you leh.haha) You'll get hit by the ball as long as you're in the court la, i got hit around 4times (those more major ones) by the basketball for standing in the war zone la. Cos there were other ppl playing also. So i guess i very sui, so weiliang its not only you la. Next time i play with you, 2 bball retards play together sure very fun one.Hahaha=D

But i seldom get to play ball, like no one play with me, onikku doesnt like to play and so what i do in the end is shooting baskets lo. But quite fun. I miss the times when we had the court beside our hostel then i can go play every evening. Then dad can join me on friday.Haha. So hopefully next year can lo. But anyway i can play bball again this thursday cos Joe is playing with me! Yay,haha. OMG. I realised this week is an exciting week for me. Today i play bball, then tmr i going out with karen, sadly without tuotuo;then thurs again bball with Joe then fri sanba is coming out with tutukuih and gang and im gonna spend the saturday with her also, hopefully. Then i'll bring her gaigai.Haha. What a fufilling week!=)

I see that my post now is getting longer and longer...haha. Good then but hopefully you manage to finish everything without jumping straight to my last paragraph. Have a fufilling week ahead too ya.Cheerios=)

while im PW-ing...

2008-10-27T16:20:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavali everybody!!! Haha. Ok although its a public holiday, im in spore now because i have PW to do. Someday when i have more time im gonna use chinese to blog. Im gonna be fair, and i think it looks nice to have some chinese characters to decorate this blog.Haha. Anyway, im in geneve's house and im sitting near the window while the rest of my war mates are playing "Big Two"..LOlolol...i dunno how to play, so too bad lo. And im always dunno how to play so i better now lian2 lei3 ta men.Haha. So ive decided to spend more time on my newly formed blog because i dont think i'll have the time tonight esp when hostel's connection is so poor...Zzz.

OK, since im at Geneve's house, lets talk abt it. Its a very nice condo, with the swimming pools and plants. And her parents are very nice too!!! All the food for us to munch on.Haha, and most importantly, there's Melody. She's Shetland sheep dog and she's 9 years old...Ahh...she is adorable. But looking at her makes me feel sad sometimes, i really miss bali, esp when i get home and go outside. haa...OK. Full stop for now before i go emo.Haha. OH YA...and PW meetings are really the best times to trick ppl. See la, they play until now jefferson block my account ady. So here's a disclaimer to everyone out there, when i dont sound normal, IT IS NOT ME, NOT REBECCA. And mantha, if you're reading this,you have been tricked by WL!!Wahaha.

And i cant go back to play basket ball now when its raining. Lets say i cant go back now even. So im looking forward to a nice dinner today.haha.And I can finally meet karen and tuotuo this wednesday...like after sooo long. That day i was still telling sanba how friends can really catch up with each other and dont feel awkward after not being together for quite long. Although i dont think that IT idiot will actually come up here.

I signed up to be an OGL for orientation next year.Looking forward to that although i think my holidays will still be crazy for me. I wanna catch up with some old friends. Really hate losing them. So i guess i gotta try my best. They're still playing so i guess i'll continue typing. But this is weiliang's laptop and i dont really like typing on laptops. Maybe im getting more and more used to it now so im typing faster and faster. I love rainy days. But not those heavy heavy ones la.

I conclude that today's PW OP meeting is once again one that is unproductive, it usually is this case for my group when we meet cos we really digress..but quite fun la with all the very lame things happening around.Lol. I'll end here since i dunno what to write ady and the laptop's getting kinda warm.

Official first post=)

2008-10-26T09:45:00.006+08:00

Yay...finally i have a chance to type here. A proper first entry i suppose. Haha. The reason why i couldnt post one yesterday was because i seriously spent too much time on the blogskins and stuff and i was too tired to post something. I have no idea how this HTML thingy works but i guess im better at it now. Cheerios. Haha. I used to have a blogger blog when i was in primary school i think but i just din noe how to use this thing so i think it died. I dont even know where did it go now. Lols.

Well, to those of you that din noe that i have an online diary, yes i do. But i talk crap inside. Like what im doing now. Haha. Most of the time i have no idea what to say and i think it'll bored you out. I was thinking maybe one of the reasons i can come up with 3-4 paras of crap is bcos i like sound of typing on my keyboard so i tend to write on and on and on... This is always the case when i use the comp to write my essays--i just end up with very long sentence with lotsa connective words and commas and no full stops. Run on sentences, yea. I moved here to start afresh! My old one, i'll just keep safe it. Doesnt mean that my past was bitter k, i just felt like it. Hoho. Oh and hopefully this blog stays alive long enough. I'll try to keep it alive=)

Well, its early in the morning and there's nothing interesting so far. But i have somethings to do. Stupid PW, i haven memorise my OP script, i dont wanna memorise it but i guess its the best way out for me. Man, i love the typing sound, maybe i'll become a clerk next time. Haha. And something to look forward to! Im gonna make cupcakes later! I got the chance to bake for quite sometime, the last time was before promos where i baked a very flattened cheese cake.Lol.

Oh and the reason why i changed background was bcos i thought white was abit 刺眼, then according to Sam and Joe, black looks emo, although i initially wanted a black background cos maybe maybe not it could save energy.Hahaha.

Holidays are coming and im looking forward to friday where i can go gaigai with sanba!~

Testing!~

2008-10-25T19:24:00.001+08:00

Wheeee...........................

First post! acts as a testing as well=)

Spent a very long time doing this, not bcos its complicated but i suck at IT.

Thanks to mantha for answering my endless questions.

Where the skies are blue with rain...

day 2

Why I hate religion, but love Jesus

銘心 刻骨 永恆

Can't stop

Lover, you should've come over

Midnight rain

And whatever happens

止

Play me a song won't you?

Vive la Vie!

With Love

It's a wonderful world =)

Mi-So-La

When you hit the road

hbonikku ♥

wax on, wax off

Not coldplay

songs

Life so far

you can help

♥ tribute II

♥ tribute I

二O一O

shoot to THRILL

D'Days

The River

Starry starry night

:)

Love bye love!

My favourite 雨天来了

purple line

同窗

Sorry sorry!

Gibbous

灰

绝对无敌

Rising up

Secret

For the darlings at home

sleepless

晴天雨天我都喜歡

And when someone last said I love you

sweet. tribute to ASEAN

who was i to make you?

sweet dreams are made of these

I just died in your arms tonight

Once upon a climate change

默契

steady

everybody hurts

that's all i ever wanted

三月七日

chaos

summary summary!

简单

Hello Gringo!=)

the sun sets later

its gonna rain but it din!

=)

the year of responsibility

one and a half!=)

Hellooo little guy!

the crazy day!

not complicated

hei1 pi2 niu2 er3

the pursuit of happyness

不习惯

---

family

Merry Christmas!~

HAHA

简单

dl letter

Wuhu!~

亂

boredoom

music makes the world go round

Rainy days

simple and nice

銘心刻骨永恆